I am beyond devastated and at the lowest point in my life. My best friend Nicholas of over 10 years who was like an older brother to me, had been going through a lot of mental issues and was clearly starting to spiral. While he was struggling he was even taken advantage of by a woman who ended up stealing all of his money. I was so worried about him I even quit my job to spend days on end with him to try and encourage him, get him back on his feet, and visit him in the hospital after he was admitted. I tried so hard to help my friend but unfortunately he decided to throw himself in front of a truck ending his life. It’s been especially hard to cope with since nobody made an effort to host a funeral or anything. I miss him everyday and just need a place where I can go see him but I cant afford a headstone for him. Anything would be beyond appreciated as I just want to give my friend the goodbye he deserves.