Two children with broken dreams

I am 34 years old i have two children girl and boy. The boy going to pre school. My family and i lived in a house that belonged to my mother. I worked as a field officer in a finance company. In march 2022 i severely injured my leg in a bike accident. Although i went back to work after 1 year, my leg injury came back again and again when i asked for three months leave i lost my job. No one gives me a job because of my disability. My mother’s house and land are mortgaged a bank loan and i have defaulted on the loan. It has been sued by bank and barred from entry. Currently i and my family live in a rented house and live very hard and my children are stuck in the middle of their education. I feel that my children’s dreams are being crushed at very young age. Although i tried to suicide several times i could not do it when i saw my children’s face because i know more will disappoint them. My wife is also helpless as she is unable to do anything

so we all hope for your kind help

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