It’s been 35 years. I have had so much difficulties with enjoying life. One of my bad habits is losing interest in life but I keep moving no matter what life has thrown at me. It’s hard to get by as I reflected on parents teachings and got kicked out of home where I isolated daily on my computer. I have become accustomed to homelessness in my car that I regularly am working on. It’s routine. Along with programming my car (VW). Worried my life could crash any day. My mother has gotten rheumatoid arthritis a few years ago. I am depressed, crying daily as I cannot bear the thought of losing her. I promised to keep going through this life. But life has gotten too chaotic for me lately. Having difficulty taking care of myself. I need help if I’d like to keep moving.
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