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Hi to anyone who reads this. I was actually doing great until 2013 when I lost my 21 year old son Sept 14th, 2013. His friend drove them to fast down a curved road and both died. Kylan Farris was my only child. 8 months after his death I got diverticulitis and wore a colostomy bag for 4 months. Strawberries did me in. Then, my older brother who served in the National Guard for 38yrs and was hit by an illegal and later died in 2017. I lost my mom this past March 2024 at 81 years old. I’m a Christian man. I’ve had sales jobs for Powerhome Solar and never got paid for 4 months when I sold over 500k for Jayson Waller. I had to go to the Missouri AG office to remove him and his 3rd bankrupt company from the state of Missouri. I worked as a salesman for Culligan Water and after I sold thousands of dollars for them they changed the pay plan to allow technicians that were already on hourly/salary and gave them commission when I was 100% commission and I saw a dramatic decrease in commissions so I had to find something to pay bills. I had great credit 700+ before everything happened and now I have 25k in credit card debt, 19k in student loans, a 2011 Chevy Traverse with over 230k miles on it falling apart. I’m living with my younger sister to try to get out of this mess but I keep getting deeper. I’m in sales right now for Viebrock Sales and Service and I really like the job but it’s not allowing me to get ahead I’m just getting by. I’m trying really hard and have worked a couple of jobs to try and get ahead but at 59yrs old now I’m stressed out constantly. I’ve lost everything I once had. I don’t want to file for bankruptcy cause I hope and pray for help. When I had enough I gave to others. Now I’m in their situation and I hate it and I hate to even ask for help. I want Jayson Waller and companies I worked hard for and didn’t get paid to make up the difference but it’s not going to happen. I’m not homeless but I feel like it. I don’t even know why I’m on this earth trying to work my tail off for others and get treated like I have. I just hope there’s a kind person that can help and I’ll gladly pay it back. I need to get my credit score back where I had it. Thank you for reading this and please don’t think bad of me. I don’t know what else I can do at this point. Its either I try and get help or I let go of trying and give up. I’ve worked all my life being on my own since 15yrs old. I’m tired of fighting life. I could select 4 or 5 of those reasons why I need the money. Funerals, rent, car payments of $165/month with $1,700 I owe still, credit cards with Capital One in default for $15k, Bass Pro Shop $2,500, Title Max $2,500, Cash One $1,000, Rent Loan through Esusu for $1,000 and a couple more.