I’m on the wrong path. How I ended up here is a long story. I’ve always been self reliant, strong minded and law abiding. How this turned to drug use, drug trafficking, criminal charges and no where to turn, is a story I still can’t tell without tears.
I recently lost the man of my dreams. He treated me like a queen. We met when he was already dying on throat cancer, the extent was unknown to me at the time. He was a bit older but we were like kids all over again. When he passed, it was in my home, caused by unforeseen issues with his tracheotomy. He was 56 years young. Call me naive but I thought we had more time and I was truly devastated and in disbelief although I knew this outcome was likely but reality was much harder to deal with. After he passed, I began finding out who he truly was.
He was respected by anyone and everyone who knew him, loved even. He had more friends and acquaintances than anyone I’d ever known. I had no idea he was a drug dealer supplying almost the entire city I live in with direct contacts in Mexico. Once he passed, I held onto his phone as a way to being able to advise his friends and contacts of his passing, most of which I’d met, little knowledge of the extent of the relationships he had. He had spent most of his time with me, and my trusting him allowed a hidden life that would change everything for me without him ever speaking a single word.
Now, a full year later, I’ve gone from taking over his business without any choice, ended up in jail a couple times, fighting criminal charges, my life and home threatened and living in fear daily. I’m scared to walk outside my house. I need help. I need to relocate, cut ties with everyone I know, fix my legal issues and start over. I have a son and a grandchild, very limited resources, can’t afford to even pay my rent. I need a job, a mental break, some therapy and beg for just a single good nights sleep knowing I am safe. I can’t do this without your help. I just can’t. I’m begging for someone, anyone to see that im desperate, sincere and truly need to get out of this situation. I have no money, no where to turn. I would be beyond grateful, would literally owe you my life and hope that you’ll give me the opportunity to show my gratitude. I’m praying for a miracle, that’s all I have left. My faith in God. He’s given me a little more than I can bare.
Please help me.
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