My name is Barbara and for the last 7 years I have suffered domestic violence.
Because of my upbringing I took it in thinking that this is normal. Over the years things have escalated and now it has turned from verbal abuse into physical abuse. I told my family and friends and all along they asked me to leave but I refused. I kept insisting that I am fighting for my marriage and that God will intervene. To be totally honest I truly believed this. I kind of still do but reality sets in every single day.
Now I feel Ashamed to even go back to my family or friends because they honestly asked me to leave so many times.
I currently do have a job but I am actively looking; I had saved up some money and moved into an apartment but bills are pilling and I am starting to feel overwhelmed. My plea is that you aid me to leave this situation once and for all and to start over.
I have lived in a women’s shelter before, and they really helped me. Right now, I have my puppy with me and as you all know some people are allergic; which makes it quite hard to find accommodation. This little puppy has honestly saved me from drowning into dark thoughts and depression. He puts a smile on my face every singe day.
If you have it in your heart any thing big or small goes along way. I would very much appreciate and I promise once i get on my feet I will pay it forward.
People keep asking me; why do people, especially women stay in an abusive situations. I honestly do not have a n answer to that because every situation is different. I only speak for myself here when i say at times it is because I felt like I am at a dead – end point. I felt cornered and kind of suffocated. I was ad still am embarrassed that people will look at me and say but we told you so . So ended up just staying to save face. So to Speak.
It is easier to ask for help from strangers who are impartial and non judgmental . To anyone inclined to give please know that ;you are saving a life whether literally or not. I lost myself and I am just starting to find my bearing again.
I get startled easily just because of what I have gone through over the years. I was caught unaware ; moving and settling costs are quite hefty . Your Consideration is highly appreciated.
Thank you so much and as you give I pray that may your pockets always overflow.
With gratitude
Barbara
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