I have never asked for money to anyone. My father and mother used to be the most honest people for me who taught me the lesson “to live by your own efforts.”
Firstly, it’s so hard for me to explain my situation and ask for money, but I have no other choice for now. My words might sound like I’m just trying to sound very genuine, but I still need to write. I’ll try to explain everything in short.
I’m born in a very poor family where my mother and father worked day and night to take care of the family. When I grew up and my parents observed a musician in me, they tried to provide me the affordable music lessons which was really very hard for them, but they did it. I am a very serious musician and got many plans to grow my musical career. I slowly started my own music company where I used to work for my clients at a very low cost. I later on started to take care of my old parents. I used to earn only a survival income which was a far better days financially than my childhood.
My creative mind always used to think of new opportunities and ideas to grow my business but my financial situation never allowed me to execute any of my plans. Suddenly, COVID time came and I was again in a very bad financial situation, as nobody knows me globally. My local clients stopped working with me. I didn’t have any money to do advertisements for my work and get international clients.
One day, I was searching opportunities on the internet and registered on the freelancing platform “Fiverr”. I started getting some clients but not regularly. It was helping me in some ways but definitely in a temporary way, and one day Fiverr has also blocked my account for no reason. Don’t know why but my life has always played a bad game with me. After few days, I again started my local teaching business which helped me for a next few years, but it was also a struggle because of the local politics. I don’t know why people around me have always tried to stop me from growing.
Now, slowly I planned again to increase my sales and buy some gadgets to start doing Music Production. For that, I had to take loans from bank to buy instruments and gadgets. I took loan of $10,000 which is still running. Now, I got increased some sales but due to insufficient earnings, I was not able to advertise and get enough funds to pay the loans. I researched and found that I need to buy some Videography equipments to increase sales and fulfil the needs of my client. Now, again I took loans anyhow from bank for $10,000 and suddenly I don’t know what happened, I am not getting any clients since 5 months and having no money even to survive. I have the responsibilities to take care of my old parents who did everything for me, and I don’t have a single penny to give them even an ordinary sleeper to wear. I don’t know whether I am a good son or not, whether I should be alive or not. Is doing music a crime for financially poor people? Is dreaming of a huge business prohibited for a financially poor person? Whom should I ask for a little help? Nobody is there in my family who even wants to talk to us. Where should I go? Don’t know.
I’m in need of around $20,000 to get rid of my debts and pay the home rent for past 5 months, and then look for some work to survive. Requesting to whoever is reading till now, please help me. I can never be thankful enough for this help. Thanking will be just a small word for your huge support. I have heard that there are people who have big heart to help people like me. Don’t know whether it’s true or not, still writing here my situation. I don’t know whether someone is even reading it or not. But really a huge Thanks to those who have read my entire situation and to those who will help me with the funds. Thank you so much! I wish god keeps everyone happy and healthy forever.
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