Hello my name is Donna and I am embarrassed to even have to ask for help however I have been homeless since February 5,2020 and I am disabled and receive SSI and I am in an abusive marriage that I am desperately trying to get away from. I will start with a little bit of history. I was adopted before I was 2 years old and my adopted mother decided that she didn’t want me so I was placed back in foster care when I was 14 and I was molested by my foster father in the first foster home I was in. My earliest childhood memories are of abuse. I was emancipated when I was 17 by the fine state of Missouri. That’s when I first experienced Homelessness I was 17 years old when I was pregnant with my first son and I was 20 years old when I had my second son. By that time I was familiar with being homeless and I had been raped more times than I Care to remember. I met a woman who became more like a mother figure to me. She took me and my youngest son in when he was only 2months old. 5 years later she lost her house. During the time I stayed with her I went to school to become a medical assistant. At the time when she had lost her house I was working as a medical assistant. Actually I had my interview for that position on 09/11/01. I wound up getting a apartment and that was when my life took a turn. I ran into an ex of mine on January 29,2002. We got married on August 29,2003. I have suffered every form of abuse imaginable at the hands of my husband including being thrown into a wall by him in which my spine was fractured and I had to have major spinal surgery. I have experienced Homelessness off and on since I have been with my husband. Now I am experiencing mental, emotional, and sexual abuse from him. He constantly accuses me of cheating on him and because we have been living in motels since February 5,2020 he accuses me of sleeping with random men at these motels. He says that I am opening up doors and windows while he is in the shower letting random men in and at each motel there are secret rooms that are accessible from opening the walls or the floor coming up. I have never cheated on my husband. I just found out that I am severely anemic. My iron level is 6.5 and it is actually life threatening. I had a blood transfusion on November 16,2024. It was not effective. Actually my symptoms are worse than before my transfusion. Considering that I am homeless and am also in an abusive marriage doesn’t help my heath situation. I am asking for help because I want to get away from my abusive husband and I am going to use the money to make a fresh start. I am 48 years old and I have never experienced what it’s like to be happy and free. I have been walking on eggshells ever since I was a kid. I have nobody to ask for help so I am having to rely on complete strangers. My PayPal ID is paypal.me/freedom145 anything will help and thank you in advance. God bless