I’m severely overwhelmed and even if I can’t get help financially I really need a solid prayer team on my side.
My story is kinda long but i also have not been able to just talk or vent about it either so be gentle.
We moved to NC in a little camper with one working heater and we have very little space to move or sleep & it leaks in almost every room. I suffer with mental illness, asthma, sinus allergies n its taken a toll on my health residual spring this rainy cold weather so during those times we would visit fam and friends in our hometown. We faithfully traveled back and forth for visits, drs appts , and also to withdrawal rent from the bank as our bank isnt in the new town.
Well back in Sept we started getting behind on payments more than normal mostly bc we can only pay landlord in cash and to make the most of the cash we would go to the bank to get it usually around times we made Dr apps trips etc. Fast forward 2/3 weeks we’re preparing to head home and our car was towed(illegally) from my mother’s apt complex.
I panicked and called 911 thinking it was stolen and that is how we found out who and where had the car.
It was the most drawn out process to get it back and it was literally our rent money plus help to get it.
Well to make a long story shorter it’s like everything snowballed …more like avalanched down the mountain from there and I’m truly struggling to stay strong.
Car was towed
We were robbed of the last $150 we had by an associate
rent has become impossible to catch back up
I found myself in the hospital in severe pain. Turned out to be gallstones. Which found out I also had pneumonia as well.
I asked the landlord for an extension and he said no just move on , then he turned around and told me we could have our camper when we paid owed rent etc so we have pretty much lost everything ATM.
We sleep in our car most nights and my bf just had severe hernia surgery. I’ve literally stressed to the point my hair is falling out and I have never had a face breakout like the one I’ve had recently.
I do nothing but cry anymore.
I could budget our money down to the penny once upon a time but now I can’t even remember the last time showered.
I just don’t know what to do anymore and I just need a long hug full of love and hope.
Thank you so much if you made it this far , i appreciate the safe place to vent and i hope you all have an amazing day & stay blessed 💜✨️