Good morning I’m a single hard working mom of 4. My eldest child is 15 and my youngest is 4. I’ve always been able to get through the ups and downs of life, but right now I’m just having a really bad rough patch which I know will pass. Being a single mom I have to work around my kids schedule.(my youngest often ask me mommy where are you going and I say mommy has to go to work,and she ask why do you have to go to work? I don’t want you to go I’m gon miss you. I’m completely heart broken I feel like I’m cheating her out of precious time with me, but with a smile on my face I give her a hug and I tell her I have to work to take care of her and I always promise her I’ll be back soon.I work overnight so I tell her when she open her eyes in the morning I’ll be there. I’m a health care professional I been doing private care for about 20yrs but recently my hours have dwindled because the company I work for have been losing clients to other companies and a lot of the patients have made there transition as well. I can only work night shift due to my kids busy schedules. I was working 5 days a week but now I’m down to 2 days and some weeks I’m not on the schedule at all depending on what’s available. I’m looking for other means of employment while continuing to smile so my kids won’t see that I’m struggling financially. I have exhausted all of my saving just to keep afloat while I either wait for more hours at work or find another job, which ever happens first. As I’m sitting here typing this I can’t help but wonder if this will even help with my bills that are due soon,which are rent, utilities,food,car payment,car insurance,kids insurance,bus card for eldest child to get to/from school,kids fall/winter necessities etc.thanks for taking the time to read what on my mind/weighing on my heart. Please help if you can financially if you can and if you can’t please just send positivity my way. My PayPal link is PayPal.me/alwayssmiling84