Well, this is quite the story, and i couldn’t make this up if I tried. This is also my last hope at this point, and I pray to God this isn’t a joke, and that I can get the help I need ASAP!
4 years ago my spouse died suddenly and unexpectedly. They ruled it a drowning, but he was a certified diver, so what actually happened? He had a heart attack and his last breath was under water. Sadly this left me with all of our bills to pay by myself and I’m on provincial disability which means that I’m almost broke already and now after his death and covid 19, I was devastated financially and mentally!! Before covid 19, I made money being self employed as a cleaner for Airbnb’s, however, the travel ban and covid 19 made me lose all of my work. I was only making half of the money I was used to making and my spouse was helping me with the bills. Then when he passed away I was stuck with everything, and no work and no spouse support. Then my mom died, my step dad gave me and my brother $3,000 each, and that helped, however i got behind because so much work is needed on my 1970’s mobile home. I lost 42 people in 36 months too.
So I just recently started up a new business doing gardening because I can handle a few hours a day with my disabilities, but my car is in dire need of being replaced, or fixed (which I think would be even more expensive, truthfully), I have five leaks in my house when it rains and have been told to get a new roof and gutters before my kitchen ceiling collapses. I have a sag in my ceiling and my ceiling fan needs to go or it will surely fall down and possibly start an electrical issue. Also, I’m behind on my pad rent with my father in law, and yes I have asked him and my one family member for help, even asked to get them to cosign a loan, only to be told sorry. My cat just got into a fight and needs to get vet care immediately and I can’t even afford that. I’ve missed two of my daughter’s weddings, because I couldn’t afford a ticket to one and the other one uninvited me because I’m an embarrassing person apparently. I need food, my fridge has a frozen pizza and one chicken breast in it. I’m behind on the two credit cards because my spouse died right after his birthday and wanted an expensive table saw. I was dumb, and racked up my credit cards for his gift. Then I used the rest of the credit I had on my brother. He built a mudroom. The problem is that it’s useless. It’s leaked since the day he made it and that was all the emergency money I had. I gave it to him because he’s my brother! I believed him when he said he’d help with ALL the rest of the repairs that needed to be done. But like I’ve heard from a lot of people before him, even though i have most of the things needed to do the repairs, it was just another empty promise. So I need my stove pipe replaced, I need the seal fixed on my toilet. I need insulation under and around my home. My hydro bill is coming up and my phone bill is two months behind.
If I could just catch ONE BREAK and have the money to pay off all of this snowball effected debts and get my car fixed or replaced so I can get back to my new job, and have my house fixed so there’s no ice in my bedroom between my wall and my mattress, and so that i don’t have to listen to the water drip symphony when it rains, and have my cat attended to before it’s too late and he doesn’t make it, and so that I can breath and eat again. . . I’d be forever grateful (I’m already grateful to be alive and above ground, and i don’t take life for granted)
If i ever won the lottery, I’d pay it forward. But I need help now. I’m crying daily and that’s not paying my bills.
Please if tomorrow morning I woke up and found out I have $78,000 in my account, I’d be crying for a totally good reason. And everything would be paid off in a week and my house would be fixed and I’d have a somewhat newer car. I’d also be blessed because of people like you!! Please help me!! And my cat, Yougo. Anything and everything helps me right now, because I have nothing and nobody to help me.
My account is paypal.me/karenbcone