Hi there,
I’m writing this today in hope that someone will read and help us. Never imagined I would do this and never knew you could until I was googling desperate methods to make money quick. I’ve been arguing with myself and going back an forwards with actually submitting this and I’ve come to a conclusion that I have nothing to lose. “Ask and you shall receive” well I hope so anyway as my situation is getting worse and even if no one helps maybe getting this off my chest will help me as I have no one to talk to about it.
I’ve been happily married for 15 years and we have 5 amazing kids, life’s not always been this hard financially but with rising living costs and our interest rate on our mortgage gone up at its last renewal every month is a struggle and recently there’s just not enough to cover everything. We owe to gas and electric, water, council tax and I’ve been surviving on credit cards for the last 6 months an now there’s no more left in them I’ve been left with high payments every month and no way to pay them. I use to work before I had my last child but due to his disabilities I am now his carer, it’s not easy but I love being home bringing up my kids and I’m grateful that I’ve been able to look after my baby who has such complex needs. My husband works 2 jobs bless him so we hardly see him and I know he feels stuck and feels like he’s not providing enough so I try not to tell him how bad it is as I know he can’t help anymore then he is. He doesn’t know about my credit cards and I hate not being able to share it with him but he already works most hours of the day so what else could he possibly do and last time I mentioned about Christmas being a struggle he got so down and kept blaming himself and he’s suffered with his mental health and I don’t want to trigger him before Christmas. We have tried to get help by getting benefits but due to my husband earning over a certain amount we can’t get any help. It’s almost like we would be better off an get more help if he didn’t work as much but my husband is old school and believes that he should be providing for all his kids even if he doesn’t get to see them. As it stands now I’m about £20000 in bills and credit card debt with most threatening Bailif action and with no family to turn to I’m hoping this amazing stranger will help a large family in need. I don’t want this to sound like some sob story and I know there are loads of people struggling and worse off then us but I’m hoping that someone will consider helping a family in need. Maybe they have the extra cash and believe in paying it forward like I do. It would be amazing if I could pay some debt off and sleep a-bit easier at night, the feeling of not knowing how to get out of this is crippling and a constant weight on me. I try and get on with things and stay positive, count my blessing and list all the things I’m grateful for every morning but it’s so hard when the reality is we just about have enough to feed the kids everyday.
If anyone does help us however big or small I will make sure I come back on here and pay it forward and help someone even if it’s a small amount. I am a strong believer in what you give you receive back so I pray that whoever does help us is blessed with 10 times more back.
Thanks for reading and I hope you all have an amazing Christmas and a big thankyou to all the donators that have helped people worse off than themselves. Thankyou
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