im 60 years old. I suffer from major depression disorder. I was so sick when I had my children because I was not allowed to take antidepressants. I had to suffer for 9 months with horrible thoughts in my head. I forced myself to eat. I cried alot. I paced alot. I would take off fir long walks up and down my block just so I could get my body to calm down. I had problems sleeping. My parents where everything to me I lost the both to cancer. I have a horrible sister who causes me so much pain. I was just disgnosed woth a immune disorder of the skin its very painful. I still pray for myself and my family every night i had some money a few years ago but i used it to get windiws for my home. I have some credit card debt i need to het rid of so i can breath. Im willing to work for the loan if i can. I need 15,ooo dollars . I know its alot to ask. Please help me if you can. I know money is not everything but it helps when your sick and suffering. Thank you. Tonia54@aol.com is my paypal account.