Thank you for taking time to read my post
I have always been a helper. I have put aside my own needs for others. I put my career goals on hold to take care of my mother & my sister was achieving her goals. I helped take care of my brother in law while he was getting treatment for cancer. I would drive 2.5 hrs to spend weekends with my sister & bur myself out. I was doing training in Florida to help further my career & during this time & many trips back & forth herniated my first disc in lower back. Had surgery & surgeon told me “ know wonder you wanted to kill people” the herniation was double herniated & wrapping around & calcifying onto my sciatic nerve! The pain was off the charts. Months later I had people tell me it was good to see me smile again. I then decided to go back to school for skin care & was waiting tables & had a slip & fall, herniated same disc, but work comp was pushing back saying it was complications to previous surgery. It was a different pain, took 18 months to even get test done to prove herniation was in different spot. Had discectomy done & woke up & left leg completely numb. Wouldnt go away, 6 months later had a fusion & woke up even more pain. I could not tolerate anything touching my skin. Could not wear socks or shoes. Kinda hard in NW Ohio in February. I had to cut tongues out of tennis shoes & wear fur lined crocs. I had to wear a huge back brace all day except while sleeping.
I tried to go back to work as a massage therapist & esthetician & couldnt. Standing on my feet & bending over was too much. I needed to find a different job. Im not good with computers & I am good with kids & saw a nightline on nanny schools. Took a course to become a professional nanny. I met a lady with agency for newborn care & I did that for 13 years traveling the country sleep training babies. But never gained good traction, I struggled.
I love what I do but I dont think this is what Im supposed to do.
In 2021 I suffered a heart attack & had 1 stent put in & 6 months later had 2 more put in. I got a job back in my home state of Ohio & went back. I was there for little over a year. I decided to get a RV to help with work & maybe broaden my horizons getting work. I went back to NC to visit with one of my favorite families & try to work over summer. No work has come in despite networking & posting on local pages & IG & FB.
I think this career has run its course & am tired of getting rejected. I stumbled into other jobs online. I heard about drug testing, urine specimen collection. You can work as a independent contractor & charge more. Eventually getting into fingerprinting hair dna testing, but I need to take the final test. Waiting on that. Im also waiting for my final steps to be a medical courier. Again just waiting & its on their time frame.,
I do not go out & party. I am a homebody due to my condition. I really want to work & take care of my bills & pay things off on my own & feel accomplished. But I just need a little help getting back on my feet. I am truly trying & have many things going
This is even hard for me to type out… but Im asking for $20,000 to help me get back on my feet. To be able to pay for my RV & lot rent & my monthly bills. This is for a couple of months. Im hoping I can get these supplies next week & take test by Fri 20. Im hoping to hear back from other by next week as well.
I would be eternally grateful for this money & it would go to all my bills to keep me from losing my RV & losing my spot at RV park.
Thank you
Have a beautiful & safe day
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