Hello fellow GENIUNE humans that are capable of helping others sharing your hard work for someone else to have a second chance with that being said I don’t need empathy. I just need a hand up not out as in due time once I finish my books. I tend to pay it forward to everyone that’s ever had my back! Where has humanity gone? So a little about me I’m 37. I moved to Florida in 2016 due to her father passing my daughter at the time was only 7 a new start because her father passed away and left me raising her all by myself with no family on either side, . Went through the most embarrassing moments of my life being here and Faced homelessness in 2020 during COVID lost it all including my car took me nearly 3 years to finally live in a home and not a park slide, taking baths at a gym, watching one person throws food away as we charge our devices at a fast food place, so we can cut the parts off they bit so we could have their leftovers as I have no support, or family and quit dancing to write my books give the real world not fast money a try more so my creative side! My daughter is now 19 and has stood by me through so much quit school to help me panhandle or do what it took to keep us safe and dry, went days without sleep when we had no safe place so I could watch her sleep, short version I ended up obtaining a upstairs condo (landlord was amazing but no insulation so we could hear the neighbors talking about us etc) live there for two years an boom when Milton an Helene come they took my beater car that got me from point a to point b and drown her all the way under water it’s life im never ending cursed🤦♀️ so while I was temporarily working for Homo Glow, after losing my car, I ended up dating a guy that was a total narcissist, promised me a quiet, safe place to write my books with peace, comfort, and love his words never match his actions in fact, they were the total opposite by day three I was in a total nightmare, ready to go and doubted myself and was so embarrassed that I let go of my tiny apartment all because there was no privacy between the two of us to rush into someone and something I didn’t know would become the third most biggest trauma in my entire life. He currently has me fighting for my innocence for a false fighting injunction meaning nothing and it is true he did it all in retaliation because he thought that I filed a police report on him when I just went to the police station and waited for the police to come back from talking to him. No report was made. I just wanted to leave safe and sound with my stuff on damaged with no problems yeah that didn’t go well. The next morning I wake up to disturbing message about how I always say that the guilty cried loudest, and I stayed in my room all day and all night after going to the police thinking that things were gonna be fine in a couple days. Yeah that was wrong too. I ended up leaving. I packed everything in my car that I could sit now. Let me remind you, he bought my car for my birthday, but it was still finance so all I was responsible before was the insurance and then once the car was fully paid for he would hand me the title we buy the second week or a month of the car he claims I blew the engine in it, which was a lie my car literally stopped running in the middle of a Howard Franklin Bridge. Now I’m alive for a reason and I tolerate a lot of things but one thing I’m not gonna tolerate someone challenging my mental health for being a child and not taking accountability. Our ownership for his actions. I’ve been in some damaging relationships and not once have I ever felt so unsafe, insecure, and uncomfortable in my entire life living with someone I know I made a biggest mistake of my life. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. I was constantly calling people to spend the night with them and then finally, I had the courage to leave while I come back too late. Two days later he files an injunction on me we go to court. I ask for a continuance because I’m not gonna put something on my record that I’m not guilty of I’m getting into the moral of the story come to find out this man didn’t only file false injunction on me he illegally evicted me with my two dogs kept me and currently is keeping me 500 feet from my grown daughter because she still lives there so she didn’t have to face homelessness. I was living out of my car for six weeks our rental car that he got for me because my car was supposedly getting a new motor because he didn’t get his way. I can’t make this up. I will show you guys proof if only I had enough money for a lawyer too, I would be great, but I am asking in what humanity that we have left for a hand up, not out to try to put my life back together on track and get my book published in peace of mind after living in my car and him making me return the rental car so I wouldn’t catch a charge of it being stolen because he gave me no paperwork for it. I returned it so once again, I do a good deed and I was supposed to get my car back the next day. He’s holding my car as collateral and said that if I win the court case he’ll give me my car back and if he wins, I’m gonna have to take him to court so I filed for out for diva for stolen vehicle even though the car is not in my name, but I’m supposedly on the insurance. What else is Sketchy is that he got a similar car from his ex-girlfriend‘s mother but just a different color so an identical car just in a different color on Christmas Eve it says dates, plated, blasé blasé, which I found Sketchy so you paid $3000 for it was my loaner car until my car was done. Well when he filed the injunction he took that car. I decided to move three hours away because I had a deal that I couldn’t refuse as my friend had a family that destroyed one of his houses and I refuse to let him demolish his credit score for a foreclosure and having prior work with Dustin Hans tax lens indeed I help the dude group himself, and talk about to his lenders or to the bank about him, renewing his his deed or whatever for the house the sister was never paying on the house for the two years that he allowed her to stay here being family, them not having nowhere to go destroyed it and me being homeless an knowing how to clean super good I made a u scratch mine I’ll scratch ur back deal so need to hurry for notary by the 28th to refinance the home I helped him save it from foreclosure but we have to have 2100 for the 1st so we can keep it an keep trying to fix it as we go so in return of me to have a roof over my head with no car (which I’m praying I find a lawyer in a week willing to fight an sue this guy for taking. My transportation my home for me an my dogs before I moved to this nasty beautiful home (because remember it could always be worse)literally three hours from everything and everyone I know I can’t work at home Glow. (Cleaning bc I’m suspended for missed appointments due to him being even more cold hearted then I ever imagine and taking my birthday gift away after Milton and Helene took my car on my bday)I can do nothing but write my books and be an influencer where I have 142,000 followers on live.me because I choose to stay to myself ?people look at me weird or like I’m a drug addict when I can take a urinalysis test for anybody I’m very smart. I do not deal with no drama. I allow people to think what they want because I was raised catholic and I know WHO I AM AS A MOTHER A DAUGHTER AN A HUMAN BEING I’m too grown for THAT immaturity and if it’s not speaking money, it’s not speaking my language. I’ve been a hustler all my life and have done it all by myself all my life I just wanna catch a break so here I am a linking my PayPal account. “I will have braids in my hair with blonde hair, so make sure you guys got the right one” I don’t really know how to do that the PayPal me thing. I just want whoever ends up being my donor to help me find peace and living for myself finally instead of someone else or something else and trying to find my inner self again the right way, being able to eat and feed my dogs (the only things loyal to me today)and not being a pawn in someone’s façade or just a pretty face I’d rather be single in the top of a hill in the middle of nowhere Than ever give up my sanity. To Let someone downplay me for my mental health or take away something I’ve had to constantly work for or go without food so I would desperately take what little bit of life I have left we’re not promised tomorrow, but I can promise you that I will pay it forward as I’ve done ever since the first year of going homeless in 2020 I make an effort to always smile and give whatever I can, even when I don’t have it to help the next person because I have to remember it could always be worse (and a simple hello could change a whole persons life I’ve been there an never felt so alone) but before I have to file indigency and bankruptcy and go to jail for something, I’ve never done in my entire life “i don’t even have a criminal history. I’m just a single lost mother. That’s trying to find peace and love within myself as I humbly say that.please be my unicorn hero Zelle 7274848218
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