Hi my name is Jason, most know me by my moniker JDub or JW. I am a struggling self employed entrepreneur. My financial woes started about 4 years ago when covid hit and the IRS came after me for back taxes, I went from 40k in my savings down to only $25 where it currently sits. I’ve had episodes of suicidal depression behind what I was and still am going through. I placed on prescriptions by a doctor and currently see a therapist weekly. I’ve also been in two car accidents back to back years on the same day Feb 16th, as well as lost my ability to drive Uber in NYC where I was able to build up that capital in the first place. I currently find myself om a waiting list to drive Lyft in NYC. I signed up for a company by the name of Agape, it’s a non-emergency medical transport where each ride is no less than $15 under the impression that it would be comparable to what I was making in Lyft only to find out you can actually work four straight hrs without getting a single ride, which translates to no money. In order for me to cover my basic living expenses I would have to average $200 a day bare minimum. Today I worked for 10 whole Hrs and only made $70, 50 of it coming from a repeat passenger I got from Lyft. I’m renting a vehicle with TLC plates which is a special license one needs to drive cab or ride share within the NYC limits. My rental is $425 a week, which I scheduled for a return cause I can’t afford to keep cause I literally don’t make enough. I went and signed up for a cab base cause Agape was doing me nothing, only to find out it’s the same exact thing. At one time I was able to use my TLC license to earn a living now I feel risk of losing my place. I’ve pulled thousands from my retirement which is wearing thin. I’ve been filling out at least for a 5 resumes everyday to only get no call back for an interview. I have a realtor’s license had one for the past 5 years now and have not sold 1 single home I got one listed with another realtor which we listed back in Dec 2022 which still hasn’t sold, I struggled to get anything going with that which is completely deflating. And if you think that’s bad I waited 5 years to be called up for a Co-op Apartment which is ware I’m originally from to only be denied a loan for 30k. It seems like everything I try ends in utter failure at times I wish I didn’t even exist. If I don’t get the apartment that’s fine I just want to be able to cover my basic living expenses with a lil left over to invest for my retirement and maybe buy myself something nice or to travel, but I can’t do anything especially these last couple of years. It’s a struggle to make a dollar and it’s a struggle to survive I’d rather be deceased then live like this, a tear drops as I write that. If I can have the opportunity to relocate and choose a different career path I would do it tomorrow. I’d love to have opportunity to go to aviation school where I can learn to be a pilot and not have to worry about low paying dead up, lead to nowhere gigs getting in the way I would’ve done it a couple of years ago. Almost forgot I tried this add online we’re you read scripts into your phone for money, they advertised for a pretty decent amount at that time I was looking for online gigs, I got stuck at some part were I had to pass a module exam with a 100 score. I took it 13x and couldn’t score 100 I finally quit on that. I wonder if there’s a person or situation out there in the universe that can help change things around for me, I only get a short time here in life and I just want to live my best one, but lately I’ve been feeling it’s becoming virtually impossible. I don’t know how I was able to endure as long as I did, but I’m slowly approaching my breaking point of things just trending in the opposite direction of what I need to live a more fulfilling existence. I don’t know if it would be appropriate for me to give a number of what it would take to ease the burden on me and at least allow me the opportunity for a fresh beginning. I would suppose it would be more than one person sharing the burden. I’ve always been the person to go out and work, even if I didn’t make a lot. I’m not prepared to deal with what I find myself currently facing. Whoever person kind, sympathetic, empathetic and generous enough to lend a helping hand, I want you to donate that what you would feel would be necessary and more beneficial, than unnecessary and non-beneficial. I love to have the opportunity pursue other career interests without worrying about how Am I GOING to barely pay bills. At least 3 to 6 months of living expenses would be a total game changer, the exact break I’ve been waiting and missing out on my whole entire life. I’m praying, meditating and sending out positive vibes to the universe and hoping it hears me and answers me through y’all, you are my last line of defense I leave my fate to y’all thanks for taking time to read, whatever you can give to make my wish come true is highly appreciated much love, and I hope and pray that peace and good will follow you throughout your journey 1 million. PayPal.ME/JWELLS903