Hello my name is Anisha I’m having too many issues that are happening right now my landlord is done me harm he didn’t just do me harm he did me harm for he he messed up my way of living he also involved DHS to my little one because I was taking him to court by contacting his maintenance person to call DHS me because I was already trying to get my older children back and he has done tons of things to cause me multiple issues for 7 years he’s been drawing and he’s been trying to have sex with me he has got through to one two parts already and he has asked me for tons of favors I’m trying to sue him because I’m not the only person that’s going through this and this would help a lot of people that is going on in that apartment that he is mistreated or forced women to get rid of their partners or did stuff unthinkable even to younger ages he does not need to be a landlord I went through so much I don’t even be around older people unless they’re my friends and they don’t come on to me I dealt with so much that I am scared to give him certain landlords that are too friendly and you know I really need a place so I’m willing to put up with it to get a new place I need a three-bedroom place but I can’t afford to move in I also need a good lawyer to fight my case because I have done everything they wanted me to do but now they’re trying to take my rights by trying to talk me into signing some papers that state they can take rights to sign for me and I’m not signing it I need a lawyer that’s going to fight my case and bring all the people I need that is heard the recordings of what my children are saying to me my children are very uncomfortable they even told me stuff I even have recordings to prove it of what was been going on with my children my kids always have marks on them and I’m trying to fight to get them back but I need to pay lawyer to do the job because they’re treating me like a criminal also this affects me a lot because I feel alone because they all they do is lie on me at court in the middle of the visits I try to get my worker to sit in the middle of the visits because it’s become too out of control my mother does not love me she took my kids but now abusing my kids doing the same thing she did to me and I don’t want my kids to grow up with that same issue I want them to live with their mom and be able to know how to be treated I know I’m not pretty much putting commas and periods on these messages because I’m trying to be quickly as possible because my court date is coming up one on the 12th and one in September and I’m trying to fight to just get them all back so they’ll be treated back I’m not just raising a child I’m raising a child that will be an adult one day somebody’s husband or wife somebody’s mother or father and I don’t want them to be messed up because of my parents not just that I am trying to raise them to know what to look for people don’t look for people that Miss treats you consistently and what friends to choose not to friends that put you through a whole lot of crap make sure you choose people that don’t make you feel horrible all the time no abuse of partners no nothing I am trying to be a parent myself because I have gave birth to three beautiful children and I’m trying to get them out of the abusive ways that my mother has like my kids try to come forward to me multiple times and I’m just trying to prove it in court is very hard when I got a lawyer that’s from the court system that’s not helping I have had seven lawyers so far I have changed multiple workers because they are giving me a hard time and I have proof to back it up but I need to be able to provide that proof in court please help me by donating money to me so I can afford for these things to happen I have to get a paid lawyer for the landlord to get the eviction off my record and I have to pay to move in and I have to pay for things I’m going to need in my home and it’s hard because when you have an eviction on your record it makes it hard for people to believe you I have enough proof on my phone to provide how bad the landlord’s been to me and what I was forced to do is not okay please help me with my situation it’s very hard and I would like to move forward and get a paid lawyer for both cases not just having a paid lawyer helps the situation it helps me get out of trouble I don’t want to go into trouble I don’t want to go to prison and I love my children and all I wanted to be was a mother and do all that I can to show them that I love them and that they don’t have to be out of pocket out of line they don’t have to show people they are tough by just being a bully by not being a bully at all and show what kindness and tell they try to think it’s weakness you can always show them I try to kill people with kindness and it’s hard very hard I have tried for 31 years of my life with my mother and she’s done anything she can to try to take my kids and use them for money is she really cared about them she would not try to keep her mother away from her kids she beats my children when they don’t even need to be beat they listen you just can’t show them that you’re upset not just that I’m not a jellyfish I’m not a brick wall I’m a backbone for my children I have done all that the courts need for me I’m just not signing my rights over for people to sign for me I have a very manipulative family I have a twin sister I’m trying to get close to but she does not want to get close to me as long as I’m in DHS situation I have another friend that’s willing to help me that I know for 7 years that’s willing to help me if I need a sitter and we’ve been best friends she says you really need to get out the situation so you can have your life and have time with your children don’t end up like I did so you know it affects my whole life and it makes me stay away from everybody even the good friends until I can get out of this situation please help me with my issue on being railroaded I’m being discriminated and I’m also being lied on I have trust issues but I try my best to trust people and it’s hard because the people that I thought was supposed to mean was my family and not all family I have to trust so I watch very closely my youngest child does not even like my mother because since she was in my stomach she is always not liked her she wouldn’t even kick when she touched my belly so you know when she came out she always cried when she held her so she really senses a bad thing around her my kids are not comfortable around her cuz they can’t even talk around her without her trying to punish them just because they try to get close to me or want something for me or want toys and stuff my kids are being abused and my smallest one is with a stranger that she doesn’t even like she fights this woman all the time because my mom wouldn’t take my Tyler cuz my toddler didn’t like her kids are able to recognize bad people it’s just hard for them to speak when they’re scared I had a lot of things that was done to me as a kid and wasn’t able to speak because I was put on punishment or beaten I was touched and I was eight and bleed it out on my butt and couldn’t tell her why it happens because she kept sending me over there and I only all I can do is protect my twin I didn’t want it to happen to her so I dealt with it I didn’t want nobody to touch her there was a vicious dog but I don’t hate dogs it’s just that one dog he had trained it to hurt or bite us and he said if we were to tell anybody he would kill us or kill one of us I have a twin and I just want to get closer to her and it’s very hard to get closer to a twin is when we have trust issues I even wanted to sit there and go to therapy for all of it but it’s kind of hard when my twin sister doesn’t want to be around me as long as I’m in the DHS situation DHS has not helped me cua/apm Caro DHS has not helped me not even calling the original office is helping me so I’m having a ton of issues that this is a motive that they’re trying to remove my kids to somebody else rather than having them with me even though I have proof of all the crap I went through for 5 years of trying to get my kids back doing what they needed for me but not taking away my rights I will not sign over my rights all my life I wanted to be a parent to do better than my parents without throwing it in their face just letting them see how good my kids were raised but I have had so many issues my therapist is telling me that I need to leave once I get my kids back I need to leave her toxic butt alone and I will I have to take a stand I am a parent that is fighting so hard and going through so much stuff and all I know is my kids is my world that is why I’m alive to this very day my children is my everything they are the future and I’m doing what I need to do it’s sad that I have to go through this crap I know how to speak without cursing and I teach them not to do that my kids I do not use my rager my anger to scare my kids I just talked to him like dear human beings please help me I need about $30,000 to take care of all that as soon as possible trying to lose my own place before August I’m trying to spend my birthday with my children I wanted to do a ton of fun things with my children they haven’t even got to do yet I haven’t even been everywhere because I was made scared of everything but I am not scared and doing what I can for right now and I need something a lot stronger I need I really don’t have a lot of time before they try to sit there and send my kids off with my mom I don’t even want to call her mom but I do and I don’t disrespect her any type of way and I tried to speak as respectful as possible it’s so hard when she’s doing things to me but I do it anyway to be nice with my kids coming back with me I will cut her off because I have tried my whole life I could never trust my parent enough to tell her what was going on because I just don’t want the same for my children even when I went to therapy I wasn’t able to really tell them the truth that was threatened not to say anything even though I was having so many problems deep down inside not this hell anybody I felt scared to tell anybody cuz she said she’ll separate me from my twin I felt the closest around her but now me and my twin have mental issues and the only way to get through to it is to live our lives and take care of our children and make sure they’re not raised the same it was favoritism going on because the other dad didn’t say so the one that stayed the child was favored we were abused beaten pushed down the steps I was putting on tons of medication that made me piss myself and I was also called fat even though I didn’t have any rolls I was also forced to lie against my will and I was also threatened that my kids will get thrown in the foster care system if I said anything please help me get my children back the amount of money I need is $30,000 it would take care of everything that I have to do I have all the proof that can prove I have over thousands of pages that can prove all the abuse text messages videos and also have recordings please help me and I’m trying to finish up school so I can have my degree in my bachelor’s so I can have a business license and then continue going to the other school for national massage therapy institute I like using my hands and I like working on my own time because it’s easier for me when things are not organized or in a correct way it definitely is a problem especially if I coordinated everything please help me get my life straight please help me get my children back so I can give them the best life and also make sure that nobody tries to manipulate or be a narcissist to my children or any type of abuse I want to raise my children properly not out of pocket not telling them to do out-of-pocket stuff not just sitting there doing stuff for attention that hurts them my daughter is 11 she’s beautiful she does not need makeup and people are pressuring her I don’t like my kids being pressured I like them to be their own cells and be honest my mom is teaching them to lie and this random stranger is teaching her how to lie she has had my kids around strangers they’re not comfortable with my oldest is explained that to me please with me getting my own place with the money that I’m getting and with me getting these lawyers to get involved to help me to make sure no other mother or father had to go through this stuff but I never wish this on anybody that has children to go through the stuff I’ve been going through I’ve missed a lot on my children’s life they keep skipping all my visits when it skip when skipping that that’s a violation I keep showing up there and it keeps skipping it they keep treating me like trash they owe me so much time with my children I don’t even know what my children think of me at this point cuz not seeing them for so many weeks please help me I’m trying to be there for my children