I’m 44 and have been an agoraphobic since my teenage years. During my younger years my travel limits centered around my city/county. Sad to admit that since the Covid lockdowns I’ve been mostly home bound and struggling to hold a job. I have basic healthcare that does not cover mental health, coaching or any sort of real help for my condition. For a while I turned to alcohol to try and help numb me of my situation but that only made things worse so I quit. I feel life slipping away with no wife, kids or purpose. I used be a hotel manager and part time tennis coach, now I feel the quicksand of unsustainable debt and dwindling future. My girlfriend’s leave me as soon as they grasp my limitations. Have never traveled outside of my city since the age of 17 and I am losing hope. My goal is $40, 000 to get me out of the current debt I’ve incurred to pay my bills with some left over to hire a specialist to help me expand my territory out of this terribly debilitating and limited life space. This is a real shot in the dark and can only say I’m sorry to even have to write all this stuff. Thank you for listening