I am a recovering addict. Like recently recovered. Single mother of a 5 year old with mild ADHD. I have tried to the right things, stay away from toxic people. But it just so happend the lady I was working for(I am an ihss provider) is very toxic. Now I tried to just keep in mind that she’s older, I know she takes out whatever negativity she is going through on me. But I could only take so much, and a lot things she said to me are mean and wrong about but yet she believes she’s in the right. So I left and never looked back. But now I am stressing, thinking about relapsing, my car is breaking down. I’m already fighting depression daily. I am constantly looking for work, it’s only been a week since I left. But I have bills to pay, I actually haven’t even been able to register my car because I bought it almost a year ago knowing it was behind a couple of years but I decided to fix the minor things on it first. But it’s going out for a catalytic converter replacement on a high mileage vehicle..forget about it. I’m at stand still not knowing the best option. I would like a new car I don’t have to pay a lot to get it registered and I don’t need to put $ into..yet. A child that constantly eats and grows lol and I feel bad because we can’t go do anything fun during the summer because well..you know. I just don’t want to back into that lifestyle..but the stress and depression gave it a phone call now it keeps calling back. The fight is real, the struggle is real and Im just trying to catch a break. I just want to be normal, whatever normal is. Anything is much appreciated, there’s a lot of giving back to the community I would love to do and watching this guy called MDMotivator on Instagram I wish I could do stuff like that but I don’t have $ like that just to spring on people. I made thanksgiving dinners last year at home and passed them out to the homeless, but I’m not one to take pictures or record anything. Anyways, thank you to whoever helps..if anyone helps. I don’t really like asking anything from anyone. So I do not have a target amount. Anything literally helps. Thank you
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