Dear friends,
Becuase we are all in this together as family living life with challenges, taking us to bring out our superpowers that we have inside.
The challenges for me are very extreme at this moment. As I write this I am in tears. It is just very extreme what I am living.
I have no family, no house, hardly any money, no clients. Had many in the past. Now, no matter what I do, there is no response. I am so alone every day Some days I just dont know how I get by through the day. It is almost unbearable.
This is going for three years now.
I live in low budget hotels or temporary accommodation. Paying day by day. Almost on the homeless edge.
This is what happened
I am a workshop leader in personal development. I have helped thousands of people in many countries.
Three years ago, everything shifted. People in my webinars started to become less. We hoped that things would pick up again.
I tried to create new courses, new messages to help people. Nothing improved. We started using some savings to pay housing buy food, natural expenses.
Time went buy, things didnt improve. We run out of savings. I was with someone, who didnt work because she had a disability. I provided everything for both of us.
Three years ago everything started to stop. And although I have grown as a person in them, tried God knows, everything I could do to shift karma, open my heart, forgive, give all I have as a person in life, there was no evidence of it outside.
I became alone. Since then have no one with me to walk with me, to share the good and not so good of life. Creating courses and webinras that dont have attendance, and therefore no financial resources to live a proper life.
Now I am living alone, facing everyday with a void that is very difficult to sustain. Sometimes I have wanted my life to end. I have so much to give, I am a brilliant composer, have three books. But no one listens to my music or read my books, or go to my workshos, or coaching sessions.
I play beautiful new age inspiring music, but have no following. I play in old churches. I need to get finanacial support to rent a house, having a place to compose music, a place to rest, to create my life again with meaning and sense.
I move from one place to another for the last three years, giving all in time energy creativity creating webinars all the time, to see that there is no response. Tired, sometimes desperate, not having the money to pay for rent to have a place. Aimless, not belonging.
It is insane to try to have a life without a fixed place to call home. Life becomes disfunctional.
Right now I start the day blank, despetrate, not knowing what to do, or where to go being alone, with no one to talk to, or to share my situation. Trying to understand. Trying to see how I can help people with new therapies and workshops.
Have no place, no home, no family, no one to care for and limited resources to live with.
Would be so happy to ne able to help people again. Have full attendance in my courses, in my coaching and therapy sessions.
I need support from you. To invest in platforms to promote my courses, my music, fix my car, that is not fit to circulate. rent a house and have a base to work from in a productive and happy way.
Help to recover a life that makes sense, that can be liuved with joy, that can be a platform to radiate light and with it feel strong and supported to be in the best place to inspire people in the powerful way I am able to do it.
Shine to make a difference in the world again
Be part of my dream
Be part of my life
Help me to have a life
What I am living is no life.
I pray to God every day saying
please give me a life…
Maybe you can be His instrument in this moment to bless someone desperate that only wants to be happy and give what has to give, and help others shine.
I cannot open a Paypal account since they ask for proof of address and as I mentioned I have no address.
So I am using my Zelle
You can donate through Zelle using my Zelle account that has this email violetvibe@yahoo.com
Thank you for being there.
Blessings of spiritual and material prosperity for all!