Hi my is Christine thank you for taking the time to read my story and my plea for help to get out of this hole I can’t seem to get out from no matter how hard I try nothing can go right for me I don’t understand why I always have helped people always try to do go. Well let me tell you about me and the reason why Im asking for financial help. I permanently separated from my husband after 30 years being together, we started dating in highschool and got married at 20 had 4 beautiful daughters by the age of 27 . We had a good life I would say. We moved well I should say we lived a good life but our my marriage wasn’t as good as it seemed looking from the outside I will omit that I hide all the things I went through and how I felt I suffered from Depression and aniexty alot of that was due to my ex. I understand we got married young and had a family and alot of responsibility at a young age While I was being a mother and wife he got to enjoy his life and being able to leave his responsibility and do what young guys do but it was to much for me because he would go out with his friends not come home for a couple days leaving us home with no car or a way to get food. The girls would ask about there I would say he was working he got to go out of town every year with his friends sking , Vegas and Boating. All his friends were young and single so I knew there were women around I felt it wasn’t something a married man should be doing. I came across women leaving him voice messages that weren’t apropent . Women I didn’t know would call him at weird times. He always said he never cheated until his best friend told me. Well after the girls got into a certain age I started to go out with friends and we would go out on dates Things would be good for a while but there would be time he would disappear and I wouldn’t hear from him till the next morning or after He would work in like nothing sometimes he would say sorry and sometimes he wouldn’t say Anything. He meant some guys and got into legel trouble he ended up having to go to prison for a year. I wasn’t working at first so his father was helping me but his father ended up having a freak accident and died so I didn’t have no help and had to pack my house and move with his mother I got a job. After a while I moved back to my house. During the time he was gone I went to work went to the gym and me and my youngest daughter would do things with my best friend at the time. Well when he came back and acussed me of cheating for almost a year he even try to fight this guy I introduced to him the guy had a finance and still he still thought I cheated on him when I never even gave a guy my phone number After a few years we had moved twice after that things got bad on drugs he ended up losing his businesses he wasn’t working his mother had to help us out alot he started to pawn my jewelry and lie to me about taking it. He started to do things again that would landed him back in jail fighting cases we he mother got tired of helping him out so we ended up living out of car a month later we get pulled over he gets arrested for driving with a suspended license while he was in jail they we’re building a case on him he ends up having to go back to prison for 18 months. This time all my guys were out on there on except my youngest she moved with his mother to go school. And I was alone and homeless staying wherever I could it was hard but for some reason I was in peace I wasn’t fighting I didn’t feel the aniexty I wasn’t bitting my nails they were finally growing. I was working. I met a guy through a friend and we became good friends I enjoyed his company he was like a breath of fresh air. But when my ex came home he started excusing me for cheating again but this time while he was in there before I met the guy I told him he better not come home and accuse me because I’m leaving I was over it he was accusing me over the phone and threaten me he was going to divorce me so I knew that I felt better to be without him so if he came home and did that I was ready to leave. And just like I thought he came home with the same thing we left each other and got back together a few times because I had no where to go and be wanted me back but it was miserable to live like that he said the most hurtful and degrat things to me I rather be alone the only is it’s very hard I don’t get no help from him he says he is going to help me but he never comes around to helping me I feel like he doesn’t want to see me do good and be out of this situation I’m in . I’ve asked my mom for help and she tells me she has no money. And honestly I don’t want to not be able to be there for my girls if they need help I really want to get my life together and have my own place to call home so my daughters and grand kids can come to visit. I want to have a normal life. I’m a smart woman and I’m capable of being successful I’m just in a whole I can’t get out from if I had a little lift I can do the things I need to do to have a happy normal life. So I’m hopping that I can find some financial assistance to be able to get a car so I can work and to get a place to live I always wanted to renovate a RV or being Able to own a home again would be wonderful. And I would like to start a small business I have a couple of ideas. I’ve been self employed most of my life or me and my husband own a business together so working for myself is ideal to me. But it cost money to make money so if I had the money to start something that would be a dream. My wish is 30,000 if I could get what I need to do that but I know that’s a lot and any amount is very much appreciated. I’m grateful for any help I’m am blessed with. Recently I was scammed three different times on Facebook helping saying they will help and end up taking money I borrowed In hopes I would make more and pay them back but the scammers scammed me in taking the money you would think after the second time I would learn it’s a scam I guess I was just hoping it was real at the end I lost $160 it really made me feel sick to my stomach. The sad thing is how people can pray on people barely serviving that awful. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story have a wonderful day and a Merry Christmas. Below is my cash app and pay pal link
Cash app $christinebernier407
Paypal. PayPal.me/Christinebernier318