For my 53rd birthday, I decided to go “Ghost” and disappear from life.
I have been crying for help since last November. Contact with the corporate office at work to the county executive’s office where I live. I can’t handle this life any longer!!! I need to get out!
I walked away from my toxic workplace.
I could no longer handle how the mental abuse was taking a toll on my physical body. When I am stressed I grind my teeth. This level of stress has caused me to break off two teeth in the front of my mouth causing me to lose even more of the little self esteem that I had. The weight loss has me under 100 pounds and I couldn’t take anymore, so I took a week off with no pay.
I have been treading water as a single grandmother of a 10 year old boy. I have been working my Just Over Broke and barely made bills every month. I’m not entitled to assistance. His father was a drug-addict, not a well established working man, who paid into social security and his mother needs mental health treatment. She abandoned him five years ago and I have had him ever since. The county, the state and the feds say that there is no assistance for him, so we have done it alone, the best as we can.
My only sister made it obvious during the last holiday season that “her family” didn’t include me, so leaving that behind is a bow on the tree.
We need to move and get out of here –
We need to get out of this rat-filled, roach-infested neighborhood and live somewhere nice. I have a very natural child in a dangerous urban atmosphere. I can see the light in his eyes get dimmer as we get closer to here. He wants a yard with a tree and a street, where he can play, instead of being subjected to the thought that he might catch a stray. I can’t handle the sound of this dog barking on the other side of my townhouse wall! I have tried to complain about its barking since it moved in last fall. I’m now unemployed and have to hear it all day and night long!!! Heading south and finding greener pastures sounds like a dream!
I don’t know how to do this… I’ve tried not to ask anyone for anything.
I could use help paying this month’s rent and utilities
I could REALLY use help with dental expenses!
…buying food, buying school materials, or simply someone saying “Happy Birthday”
Some people say that it is the little things in life that can lead to great miracles.
I hope you help a little, because it would mean a whole lot.
No matter who you are in life or where you are in the world – Thank YOU and I appreciate you taking the time to read this far. Much love, have a wonderful day.
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