Hello Kind Stranger,
My name is Brendan, and I am reaching out for some assistance during a really challenging time, and to put it out into the universe for some extra help moving forward.
I have worked in a disability support role for the past 13 years, am currently supporting my Mother who is going through some completely debilitating mental and physical issues (without access to full support), and myself battling with a crisis of identity, worth and purpose.
I have had some of the best and worst years of my life recently, having lost family members, an intense loving relationship, my main supply of income, vehicles and self worth. I spent the last year and a half destroying myself physically and mentally, and as a coping mechanism: financially. It has taken all of my savings to survive and cope and I am now in a fairly desperate situation. So much so I have needed to borrow money from family, have tax that I can’t pay and support I wish to provide that I simply can’t. With the cost of living the way it has been, and I desire not to exist, it has been a challenging time in my life.
Forward to today, and I am slowly getting better. I haven’t been able to work, I am on some gentle medication to get above the bottom line I have been living on for so long. I have started walking, and going to the gym and interacting with life again. I so love life, and supporting people and being there for others, it feels really good to be present again. My dream was, is and always will be to become a positive influence on the planet, to run videos and moments of helping people in need, inspired by people like Sam (Itssozer) and Zach (MDMotivator). If I won enough in the lotto, or came upon a few million where I could help my Mum live off the interest, and utilise the rest to do what these guy do, I would.
I have made many mistakes over this time, I had opportunities during the NFT and crypto space where I could have been well off and fulfilled the dreams I was chasing. I was either too scared or had too much going on that it fell apart, and I have been working hard to not live in regret. I had a car issue where it took 6 months to resolve, organised another vehicle in the meantime then sold the old one, only to have the new one be a lemon and basically ruin me as a throw away. I have taken opportunities out of fear for less that could have been something and turned into nothing. There is too much to list.
Today I am asking for assistance with my biggest primary concern, which is paying back a loan from family. It is $2500 AUD, which if I was in the right space mentally and capable I would of course not be asking. Any assistance in this matter would be so incredible and mean so much to me. You would be bringing a safety net to a situation that feels so daunting and impossible.
I have tax owing of more than $10,000 AUD, and a dream to be able to support my Mum moving forward to get to a place of peace and safety. I always have a moment where I can vividly picture millions in the bank, and just letting her live off the interest. She is in such a space of turmoil mentally and physically, seeing her fear and anxiety is soul destroying.
I am focusing hard come up with ideas to make this a reality, and time will tell what I can come up with. I am passionate about life, about noticing the beauty of it and bringing positivity and peace in a time when so much is in chaos. I often feel being an empath and someone who is always a foundation of support for people, it is sometimes so disheartening seeing what people are willing to do to be well off but it working for them, and missing out on so much of it because I am not. This is all just extra of course, but if I don’t put it out into the universe to manifest something, how will I ever know what’s possible.
Regardless of any outcomes, thank you whoever you are for your time to read and allow me to be heard. I am in need, but I am ok and I know there are plenty that are worse off and likely need it so much more than I do. I am honestly just so ready for a win in life, it feels desperate sometimes.
Big love to you, be well and safe and may peace and prosperity see you always.
Kindest Regards,
Brendan
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