Well, I’ve finally swallowed my pride and decided to reach out.
I’ve tried every other possible means to gather funds, right down to selling my furniture, and catching a bus to another town to beg for money so that it would lesser the chances of anyone inknow seeing me.
It’s been a slow motion fall into where I’m at now, and the only thing I can see is the bottom coming up to meet me very soon.
And we all know, it’s not the fall that kills you, it’s the sudden stop at the end.
My daughter was hit by a car back in January last year, I had to quit my job, found out I needed surgery as well after I got a random kidney infection and had hours to live, bills keep coming from that lifestyle you had, and I’ve done all I can to try and slow what’s been hunting me for months.
My car has now decided its not gonna help out anymore either, and the entire exhaust and parts of the electrical in the engine have quit, I can’t afford another car, and my daughter can’t exactly ride a bike these days.
We were doing so damn well, we were happy and content.
I had left a 10 year domestic violence relationship in October 2022, and we lived out of my car for most of the winter, and I spent every damn day trying to hussle up a place to live and work at the same time.
We finally got an extremely run down place in a park, but it was ours and we were safe.
Then I get that phone call that’s gonna haunt me forever, of my daughters friend screaming and crying that she’d been hit by a car.
I honestly still don’t remember how I got to the hospital.
So I’m here today to ask of you what I can’t do for her as her mother.
We are behind in rent, have no transport, and now not much furniture thanks to me.
It’s the rent and car I’m struggling with, actually writing this is just as big of a struggle for me.
It’s just her and I, I’ve got no family, I was given away when I was younger, and the woman who raised me past away 2 years ago.
I don’t know what else to do, and I can’t see any light ahead of me at the moment.
But something has to give, because I can’t keep looking at her and feeling this way
Thankyou for taking the time to read this.
I apologise if it’s a waste of your time.
paypal.me/riley0912