Hello, this is Martin and I’m 23 years of age and going through difficulties
Well. I have a 26 year old brother who is also trying but no luck, our father left us with our poor sick mom who can’t even work hard becouse of her Labour operations my brother have three kids and I have non, I’m like a bread winner in my family, well since our father divorced with our mother and us too, me and my brother had to look after family.
I’m now going up and down the street I’m going places trying to find gold to come back with home, but I’ve no luck, I’m doing peace jobs but the money that I get it is not enough to send it home becouse I’m far from home I pay rent and I have to eat but the money is not enough, as I said I decided to live home and go out look for a job that will atleast feed me and my family
It’s been 7 years now living with the struggle, I sometimes think of taking my life away but every time I think of my mom and my brothers kids I become so sad because they need our help, they believe in us, even though nothing is popping up but they do have a faith that I’ll come back home with some good news one of the good days but me to be honest I’m tired, becouse I’ve been trying all my best to get the answers from God and give me a stable job but in that seven years nothing is happening, okay, I manage to do myself a driver’s license hoping I’ll get a better job with it but nothing, and I also went to security academy for guarding with that piece jobs money, but it’s not working out
I feel like me and my family are not belong here in this world, I really don’t understand why do we have to suffer for so long while we fighting to survive but nothing happens!!
Even now I’m not sure if this will get into somebody’s head and help us or what’s going on I don’t know, I tried almost everything to get my family back on their feet but no luck
I sometimes spend 3-4days without food and wondering what are they eating as I myself don’t have anything to eat. With respect! Whoever is willing to help please help me with confidence why becouse I’m a visionary I got so many plans that will get us out of this poverty but they requires money… Please help me so I can help my family, I know we will get somewhere and we will help others as well
I feel like the only way to survive all this shameless life is to take my breath away my family will forgive me, I got into rough setuation at the very young age till now as I’m 23 years old, what will happen in the next couple of years!!
I’m tired of living with depression, stress and anxiety I’m still young with the mentality of 40-45 years this is not healthy I’ll end up going insane
Please anyone who is willing to help my name is Martin I’m a South African and, yeah
This is my last option and believe
My PayPal account is firstname.lastname@example.org
My cell number is 0685246762 also use for whatsapp, thank you…