I found begging money a couple of days ago in a YouTube video. I’ve been putting off writing a little bit of my story and adding it on here because I’ve read some of the other entries. There are others that have it worse, if not equally as hard as I do. But ive decided that if i dont take action and ask I’ll never know, will i? So, if you’ve clicked onto my story, thank you! Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this 🙏 It’s more than appreciated.
Let me introduce myself and get this started 🙂 My Name is Rachel, I’m 19 years old and am struggling. From Ages 8 to 16 years old i lived with my biological father, he is a narcissistic. Living with him was unpleasant and traumatic. When I was 16 he (and his equally as nasty partner) abandoned me at a state border in Australia, and essentially “handed over” custody rights to my biological mother. That’s not at all legal… She is a acholic, Gambling, and a drug abuser, along with narcissistic. I have no one to go for help, I don’t get along with either side of my family.
So, now I’m 16 living with a stranger (my Mother) in a town I don’t know. That lasted 5 days. I than moved in with my grandmother, who had cancer, I walked on egg shells while living with her. I moved again, with my Auntie, who was recovering from a 5 year relationship and ⚠️ TW⚠️ and was recovering from 8 years of relationship r*pe. Finally, I found my own Unit, it was shit but did the job. I lived there for a year. In that year my grandmother died, I got diagnosed with anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and depression from trauma. I tried to see a couple psychologists but none of them really helped. I’m now in free therapy with a therapist I love seeing and will continue treatment. After a year of living there, it came to an end because I got ⚠️TW⚠️ Sexually assaulted by a stranger in the unit, he had a knife, the police never found him because he had a belclaver on. I had to move. So, i moved in with a family friend, he was grooming me, and did so for 2 years, I believed he was my best friend and I loved him. He’s no longer in my life. I’ve recently come to terms with it all and it’s sucked, alot. So, here we are now. Your all caught up, mostly. With all the important stuff anyway. My life has been a series of unfortunate events, but with your help I could make a really big change. I have dreams and ambitions of buying land, being a homesteader, a business owner and so much more. The first steps is getting into the right opportunities to be able to make this happen, it’s not gonna happen without money. I’ve got a potential remote closing sales job, coming up. But it’s a $1000 setup to get started, I don’t have that money and am hardly keeping myself afloat. The training I’m really after is a $1600 remote closing training. Which once again I can’t afford. This training will give me the life long skills to make the money that I desire. Which means I can give back 100 times over. I’m asking for $3000, just enough to get me kick started and heading in the right direction. This money will change my life, for the better. If you choose to give anonymously that’s great I appreciate your donation and it will not be wasted. However if you give me your PayPal account I will ×2 the money you send me, to show you my undying gratitude and gratefulness. Thank you for listening!
Here’s my PayPal link:
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/my/profile
Hopefully it works 🙂