I am here hoping that I may receive some help. I am not a person that asks for help and that is part of the reason why I am in need.
I lost my job on 4/20/18. I had been there since moving to Florida in 2015. This was the start of the downfall. I did find another job quickly, but it did not work out. I was making a very small salary while training with the promise of big commissions after 90 days. Even though there was a small amount of money that I was bringing in, it was almost like I was contributing nothing.
The loss of income has severely affected my family. Just like everyone else, we have bills need to be paid and have fallen by the wayside. We got very close to foreclosure. We are now in a trial period for loan modification. So, we cannot miss one payment. We had to put a lot of day to day expenses on credit cards. We are being killed by the amount of money owed to creditors and we cannot get ahead. We do not live lavishly or beyond our means. We just want to get back to not being so stressed out. We are super stressed this month with Christmas and my daughter’s birthday. We don’t want her to feel any of our issues. I feel like even though I lost my job through no fault of my own, that this is all my fault. With all of this going on, I made some stupid choices and now I feel like everything is falling down on my head at the worst possible time. I was not being honest with my husband on how far I was behind on a couple of bills. I did not want to stress him any further than he was already stressed. This of course led to more stress even though my intention was good.
I don’t even want to ask for all we owe-just some room for relief. Any help is greatly appreciated. In order for us to get back to not being in arrears, we would need $5,000. Again, I don’t expect that. Honestly, if I could just get enough to cover Christmas for my family, I would be appreciative beyond any words I could type here.
I am a real living, breathing person. I am in Florida. All of what I am saying is verifiable. I have worked all my life. I started working when I was 14 and I am 43 now. At many times in my life, I have held 2-3 jobs at a time. We had gotten to a place where we could buy a house-April 2017. That was a dream come true and then a year later, here we are.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am a positive person and I am hoping that someone can help. I am a firm believer in pay it forward. Whenever I have been in a position to help others, I have done so without hesitation. I am praying that the good karma I have tried to put out in the world will come back to me to help us out of the rough time.
My paypal info: paypal.me/renmc1121