Hello my name is Rylah I am going to do my best to sum up my situation in this box. I have been busting my ass to make money doing my arts and streaming but being an artist is rough unless you’re hitting it off right away. I have always been obsessed with Japan and it’s culture and people. I met my girlfriend over a language tutoring app for Japanese. She lives in Japan and I live in the US. We both hope to meet each other some day and she plans on visiting the US first and I’m hoping to go back with her and visit Japan. This woman is amazing she treats me with such love and care more than I could imagine and makes me feel like I can do and overcome anything and always keeps me pushing. Recently she has fallen very ill and been admitted to the hospital. We haven’t been able to contact each other for about 4 weeks due to hospital rules of no devices and I’m sure her phone is dead by now. She would always give me little updates when she could and even was sent home but her sickness got worse and she returned to hospital care. I haven’t heard from her since… As you may think this situation is driving me absolutely crazy not being able to message her or talk to her for such a long period of time.. Even though she wants to visit the US first I feel like I need to go there and be by her side in this dire time. Maybe I’m over reacting? maybe she’ll contact me soon enough once she’s better? I don’t know all I know is I want to support her with bills and be able to be by her side no matter where I am I want to be by her. Please if you have anything to spare even a dollar helps I want to be able to meet the woman of my dreams and help her more than I already do. Thank you.