Hello my name is Jonathon well its the name I prefer to go which I am planning on legally changing my name too soon. But I planned on changing it legally right after my top surgery. I am a 23yr old Transman. I came here to get a little help with funding for my top surgery. The insurance I have doesn’t cover my surgery. So I have to pay money out of pocket. Now I normally don’t ask people for help because I prefer to work hard and do stuff on my own. But I really want well it’s not even a want no more its a need to be honest. I really need my top surgery. I have been on hrt (hormone replacement therapy) for I would say a year and half. It would of been almost two years but in the middle of the time I had stop taking medicine for about three to four months and started back on HRT (hormone replacement therapy) in April. Reason why I had stop because I had a lot of financial problems going on at the time and covering bills/rent for the person part I was staying with plus my part. An that was after finally moving and finding a better place to live. So to make a long story short I managed to save up about 2000$ for my surgery. My surgery is $4350. I’m only coming here to ask little help for just 2000$ if not may anyone that’s reading please help with at 1000$. Which ever one will be very helpful. I work hard everyday always tired and stressed. I’ve been working hard to try and save up to the full amount but each time I feel I got a free check (meaning extra check) to be able to out back to save towards my surgery. I’m steady ending up having to pay some type of unexpected bill or helping other people out. But when I need help people that I help act as if they couldn’t help out just little. It’s either my girl or a family that always asking. Don’t get me wrong I don’t mind helping but it seems like something always steady coming up. An everyone knows why work so much but still don’t be concerned about how I feel. I only work hard so much is one thing is my top surgery. I never ask for much or hardly ask for anything. All I want is a simple top surgery but my money constantly having to go to something. I just want a simple top surgery. I’m trying my best to save up but it’s becoming hard to come up with the rest. Im constantly tired, stressed, depressed, this dysphoria has me down to point I don’t want to be bothered by no one. Wanting to be alone and feeling of wanting to go into hiding just hide from the world because I’m not who I’m supposed/feel to be. I have the looks of man but I visible part that makes it very uncomfortable. Which confuses other people on whether to call me a male or a female because they see a man in the face but when some look down they see the imprint of my chest. So it just make things awkward not to mention whats even harder is trying to go to the bathroom in public. Not all places have what is called a family bathroom where it has one bathroom for one person at a time. So when I really need to go it be confusing for others and also because I be confused on which bathroom to use. Because I look like a man with the facial hair and deep voice. But I have big chest/breast so its hard to cover them up. I have tried binding but that was starting to cause me chest problems of wearing to long and make it even more hard for me to breathe even more when I already have trouble breathing before and still from weight of my chest where I feel my lungs are being suffocated from the heavy weight/pressure of chest(breast). I was supposed to had a breast reduction but I refused to get it sone because I wanted my breast to be completely gone to down to male looking chest and my insurance wouldn’t cover it. An I dont want to go through multiple surgeries. So I chose to deal with and make myself sleep certain ways and fix my chest to were I can breath when I start having trouble breathing. But yeah. Sorry for the long paragraph I just wanted to explain my situation on what’s my reason why I am here. I’m not asking for a lot of money none of that. I just would really like only one thing and thats just a little help my top surgery so I can look and be that man (transman) I dream of being every since I was seven. Because when I am fully passing and look like the man I have dream to be I become real confident in myself to were I feel like I can do anything. But when Im not passing/looking like a man I shy back up and go back into a shell to where I think of doing something and believe I could do but I end up back out and choosing not too and become upset and depressed because of it. I just really want one simple gift which helping to get my top surgery. If anyone can it would be very I mean REALLY VERY APPRECIATED!!
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