- Firstly I want to say thank you for just reading this. This is alot for me to even do. I am not a person who goes on the internet looking for a hand out. However I am in need of help. I just need to get out of these holes I’ve put myself and my loved ones into. About 14 years ago I lost my Mother suddenly and my life has never been the same. I am grateful that God continues to Bless me despite my own short comings. I have been fighting suicide for years. I lived in a very you only live once lifestyle. Shortly after that I developed a real lump in my throat. I thought to myself inwardly that this was my chance to see my mother again. As I yearned to exit others close to me ceased from being. I know alot of you have gone through similar situations and have been able to surpass the never ending suffering one feels when losing. I would love to be given the opportunity of being able to help my family in more than just an emotional support. I am clawing at the right I was given to be my own person. I am working towards getting licensed in massage therapy. Having the financial help would ensure that I could focus my all into my studies and the rebuilding of my financial situation. Below is my link if anyone would be so kind to donate anything you can. I am doing this out of despair and hope. Please if you can help me. https://paypal.me/pepaz?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US