Last December I was hit with 3 strokes, 2 blood clots, a blood infection (my hemoglobin was down 50 percent) and iron deficiency all in the span of said month. I’m extremely grateful I survived all that with only minor brain damage and the lost of 15 percent of my spleen. Living a normal life is quite difficult, you immediately learn what you can’t do anymore and the things you can do becomes harder to do. Before December 2022 became the worst month in my life, I was on the verge of turning my life around. I met a great woman who I loved and was planning to buy a house and start a family. December hit and the deal with the house fell through, the woman I loved left me and because of the strokes and minor brain damage I was forced to move back with my parents so they can watch over me. I’m down bad, no job I’ve applied for feels safe hiring me because of my condition. I have a idea for a YouTube channel but no funds to acquire the equipment I need to get it up and running. All help is appreciated, thank you for your time.