Hi, to the people reading this. I found this from one of my friends recommending it. I came on here to explain why I want/need the money that I am asking for. I am possibly kind of telling my life story, so keep reading if you want to know about my life personally. If you don’t want to hear about something sad, then id suggest you stop reading.
Hi, my name is Rayonna, called Anna for short, or any way you want to spell it.
Growing up I had a hard childhood. I wouldn’t say that I had it the hardest, yet every person had it differently, and it’s not a competition for who had it the worst. Basically, when I was as young as in elementary, I had in general family problems and mostly mother issues. I was a sensitive and kind, and mostly emotional little girl, and still am that same girl today. It all started with getting bullied for my looks in elementary, and just hating the way I looked before all of that even happened. The bullying took a huge tole on me, knowing that I am a sensitive person, and things people say really do stick to you sometimes. Even though the bullying is in the past now, it is still effecting every day of my life. It is still effecting me because, from the way I looked when I was bullied,. is the way I look now. Nothing has changed physically about me and that is why I’ve been so depressed for years hoping that some day I’d find happiness. Now you are probably wondering why I stopped getting bullied. Well, I am not on social media, rarely show my face to friends, went to online school, barely go out, and the result is, no bullying. It is also the fact that the old people who bullied me moved on to other people and so on. With all of this going on, I also was having trouble with me and my moms relationship, and sibling problems as well. I was very down and depressed from the bullying, and being so insecure, that it didn’t help at all with my relationships at that time. I won’t go through every single aspect of my life, and i’m not here to try to make people feel bad for me. I just genuinely have waited for so long for nothing to happen and trying things to all just come to me being unsuccessful for what I truly want. Well you must be thinking what DO I want? Well, I’ve always wanted to get things done to make me feel confident in myself. Even some people call it a glow up. Now, here’s why it is the most important thing to me in my life. Due to all of the image issues (or body issues), I have been in and out of mental hospitals, and mental programs and, this was due to suicide attempts and thoughts of suicide, nothing has helped me. My dad just simply can’t afford what I want for myself. For awhile now, I have taken depression pills and anxiety pills and the bonus of going to therapy which my dad can surprisingly afford. I am just asking, kindly. for people to donate to me to finally afford what I so desperately want. I didn’t want to say it, but I will. Surgery, other cosmetic things. I didn’t want people to lose interest and judge me, but I am being completely honest on here so why not. I am also not into the thing where people say you don’t need surgery, you are beautiful. At this point my life depends on it, since I have always wanted to leave, but somehow deep down inside I have faith and hope for the future, for me to get better. One last thing, please don’t think I am trying to guilt trip anyone or trying to get people to feel obliged to donate to me. I am not the best at explaining things, but I really did put a lot of thought into this to try to get people to understand how I feel, and my situation. It doesn’t always become clear to people, but I just hope it reaches people that do find what I am saying somewhat clear, and would be so kind to help me out to any amount of money. To anyone seeing this, even if you went this far, I truly appreciate you even reading about a personal outlook into my life. I hope you have a good day as well, and kindly donate if you want to, or do not. Either way, Thank you so much.
Oh I forgot, this time this is the last thing, my pay pal link if anyone wants to donate, (I would be so grateful, TRULY, if you did:))