Hello everyone, my name is Shane and I’m here today to ask for your help with financial aid.
I’m 34 years of age and from small town in northern Alberta, I have never need the help of others before I have always been able to provide for myself.
But as life has it I’ve lost the ability to do so. I have been struggling with everyday life do to mental health conditions that I have developed. Communicating with others and connecting with them is difficult Todo, as a result of this I’m not close to very many people.
I wasn’t always like this I did have a good life once, a loving family a good job even had my own business at one point.
Grown up in my household as a child there wasn’t much parenting or effection no communication. lessons of life and how to deal or coop with situations was not taught.
Ive always been a good person an taught myself a lot of what I know today.
Now I’m stuck in life as it happens. Even though my parents were as they were I still very much loved and cared for them.
And came the day everything started to fall apart. I found my mother laying still and motionless, she had passed from a heart condition an COVID.
She was always a big part of my life. That day is stuck will me always. I was socket an didn’t know what to do, frozen still looking her like that was the wrist part of life.
After her funeral I was lost and found it difficult to grief I shout down and pushed people away Indo so the love of my life was forced to make a difficult decision and leave because of my distance an lack of communication.
Witch made me devastated inturn caused me to have a mental melt down.
That was two years ago in 2020.
Today I find myself thinking of my old life and how to get it back. I know it will never be the same but still.
I have been seeing doctor and getting the proper help needed for my mental health.
I take it one day at a time. But as life is I have falling behind and haven’t got anywhere or one too turn to.
This Christmas holiday is tough an I will be alone for it witch makes my feel lost.
So I’m asking for any donations that you could please give would be great. I’d like feel the joy of Christmas once again. I know that life situation or a part of life an we all had to deal and experience it.
I find it hard and uneasy Todo so on my own.
Please out of the kindness of your hearts can you find in yourself to help someone in need. I hope everyone can share a little bit of warmth. Please and thank you.