I don’t want to put out any sad story. So, I won’t.
But, I will be honest and say that someone with a genuine kind heart like my own is tired of the cliche that “nice guys finish last.” I want ONE chance to say that this nice “gal” finished first for once,that my chance finally came, and all my good finally came back around.
Now, I can’t help that I didn’t have the advantage to experience all the wonderful things that life has to offer. But I am 30 years old now. And I have never traveled outside of the city that I was born into, I have never been to Disneyland or Disney World, I haven’t had the chance to sit on the beach and listen to the waves, no roadtrips, no get togethers with friends and family, no family vacations, or things you would think most people get the opportunity to do. Its why I am asking for that chance to do those things.
I understand that there are scammers and shysters out there looking for the easy way out. But that’s not me! I have actually worked myself to the BONE trying to have something for my daughter and I. I don’t want to do wrong or harm others just to get ahead. My prayers have always included me doing good, smiling no matter where I go, and eventually the right person seeing my light that shines from the inside out. Which would prayerfully give me that chance to do amazing things. Not only for myself but for others as well. I want inspire, make people feel good, and I want my presence to go beyond the limits!
Everyone who has crossed my path. Whether we spoke or just in passing. They would tell you that I make positive impressions and that they love being in my presence. Heck, I love my presence too. I smile from my heart, which is seen through my eyes. Its my nature to give love wherever I go. Because, you never know what someone may be going through. So, I desire to make people feel good inside and out! I haven’t had the love I give so effortlessly. So, I know that it feels amazing when a simple kind gesture is given. I kid you not. I hug strangers! It would really be a dream if I could inspire people worldwide with my inspiration.
Im a mother to an 8 year old daughter and she has my same heart. I remember one day it was raining when I dropped her off at school. And this had been the 3rd jacket she’d misplaced at school. Serious as I could be I let her know that she is responsible for keeping up with her jacket. I made it clear that it was a rainy day and I didnt want her getting a cold. So, after work I picked her up from school. She didn’t have her jacket!! Again. But I gave her the benefit of the doubt because, I was soo tired after work I didn’t have the energy to say much let alone put up a fuss. Instead, what she told me melted my heart. She had gave her jacket to a little girl who was cold and didn’t come to school with a jacket. I guess the little girls parents got tired of her misplacing her jacket too. So, I couldn’t be mad at that. But it opened my eyes that my daughters heart is as big as mine, if not bigger. So, why shouldn’t she get the chance to experience the great things life has to offer. Its why I work so hard in the first place. But no matter what I always come up short. I am tired of coming up short for all my efforts.
We could film YouTube videos all day but who would bring in a guaranteed paycheck if it’s not me. I want my daughter to see that dreams can come true and that being a good person eventually pays off. Im constantly reminding her to speak positive, think positive, be positive and positive things will happen.
She is awaiting great things to come also. And I really don’t want to break her heart or crush her dreams. So please if not for me. My daughter Lina.
With all of the uncertainties in the world right now. No one knows exactly what will happen next. But, I for one am hopeful that we can at least get this one chance to live the happy lives we know we deserve before our time comes. The pleasantries of life I’m so desperately fighting to give my baby girl all while making others feel good in the process.
The reason why I am reaching out today is because I know that in order to start reaching out and making larger amounts of people feel good. Its going to take me having the necessary funds to get things started. I would be most gracious if someone could assist me financially so that I can make dreams come true for myself, my daughter as well as my passion in making others feel good. All in one!