I am a young adult. Just trying to get out of a bad home life with no money to fund it. I want to build my own home that will be big enough for my family when I start one, because I am trying to look to the future. That way I will not have to move and I know will be as secure and as safe for me and my future family as possible. I have a big family and that did not help me in life. Before I even reached double digits, I was molested and raped by my own brothers and made to do things with others. When it was found out after a long time my own dad just told them to stop and that was that. It didn’t stop off the bat. It did get better for me for a little while, because it was not happening. But I still lived there with them and had to deal with them and their friends and me and my so told lies. I spent years being threatened by one of them and that was better than paying for it. It did eventually get better for a period of time. Till I hit my mid-teens, about my high school years. Then my sister’s boyfriend moved in and I guess my so-called stories were told. I looked up to him as the brother I would have rather had. I felt safe and protected with him so I clung to him like my safety net. That late came back to bite me, because he used my trust to get what he wanted from me. Weather I was awake or not for him made little difference to him he got what he wanted. The sad part is that it ruined more years of my life. Especially as when I told others it did not make a difference. I was either telling more stories for attention or whatever other means or it was lies how could it be true if I was always around him and hanging off of him. It helped to keep me even more isolated from others and have no friends much less real ones. I have had to work for everything I have and want, but I cannot get a job anywhere else in my small town especially when my family is well known and everyone knows everyone and everything. I am stuck working for my family making minimum wage. The same family that has managed to sweep all my stories under their rug are who I work with. It makes it extra hard to save money when I have to pay for everything from gas, my car, food, rent, my phone, etc. $800 a month does not make it far. It is more than $800 to rent a small house in my town. Any help you can give in money would be greatly appreciated to have my own home and maybe start to meet friends and have a real life and get help.