So hello I’ll introduce myself, My name is Bailey. I grew up in a not so good home I didn’t get the future I wanted at all and neither did my Boyfriend Troy. We both grew up around drugs and alcohol and didn’t have access and help and guidance that what needed. Once I got old enough to understand things I tried to get away from the negativity in my home but my dad was controlling and also had a girlfriend that was controlling and abusive mentally and physically. I tried calling cops and CPS but they never did anything about it I was concerned unruly. Then I ended up meeting Troy the love of my life and got pregnant at 17 (I am now 18 and our daughter is 2) I thought things were gonna get better because I was a mom and thought I would be considered an adult and wouldn’t be controlled anymore but I was wrong they ended up kidnapping our daughter 3 times and the cops did arrest them or let me press charges and then my dads girlfriend beat me up in her house and my dad still continued to be with this women and choose her over his daughter, they would call my a whore and a bad mom and say I’m never gonna succeed in life because of my social anxiety and depression and make fun of me about my mental illness my dads girlfriend would also beat my dad in-front of me and also got my dad jumped in the road and then blamed it in on and this is how I got here. I am now living with my boyfriend and daughter because I got thrown out of my dads because in there eyes everything that went wrong with their relationship was my fault. At my boyfriends we struggle very bad we don’t really have family that supports us and wants to help they are all mean and greedy towards us and harass us and we don’t know why our lives are like this. We try to get jobs but can’t keep them because we have no transportation or help we Hardly have food in the house and sometimes don’t eat on days and it’s extremely hard when you have a 2 year old daughter we have some assistance through the government but limited and it’s not possible to live off of. We try getting loans but also don’t work because no credit and we have had to pawn items that were all that we had. I hate asking for help but it’s all I have left in me we are so depressed and anxious and worried all the time, we just wanna be blessed for once and have good luck for once so we can get a car and get an apartment and start over and have the best life ever together and have an amazing family and raise our daughter in a good environment and a healthy environment so she don’t have to grow up like we did. I’ve tried everything at this point to make some extra cash to hold this house and family together I’ve went to the extinct of spending ours on inbox dollars and swag bucks but it never works to be enough to live on. I just really wanna be blessed and have the ability to finally do something with our life’s! It’s really hard starting from nothing and it feels like your in hole and can’t get out and every step you take your pushed back like 20 more. But I guess that’s all if someone read this THANK YOU for taking your time to read this and I hope you have a blessed day!
Once again THANK YOU even if you don’t give anything thank you for reading my story💛