I am currently having a difficult time indeed. I am unemployed, very young and live with my mom, who is retired and my dad, who is a security guard. I have a Labrador dog Spike who I really like to walk often when possible. It does sound crazy, but its really hard.
It was all going so well until my dad lost his job that he liked couple of years ago and because of it, he went into a long depression and mom and I used to visit him a lot when he voluntarily resided at a mental health facility to get good help. He recovered after couple of months and was released from facility. Mom and I were also affected by his state of mind after seeing him return home from facility.
It affected my high school performance a lot, but managed to barely graduate in the end with their great love and support, I love that. And told my parents that we will get through all problems together, whatever comes our way.
I come from a working class family background and it has never been easy for sure. My dad originally working 12 hours a day at most and my mom working 8 to 9 hours a day before her retirement. Dad now works the same shift, but with somehow better conditions. During my entire childhood, this greatly affected my state of mind that I and my family might never become truly rich due to really hard circumstances we all encountered. My mom and dad might have loved their jobs, but I absolutely knew they struggled inside of them, it was obvious, but was there with them. Their mentality is like we all do love each other and support each other with love, but knowing we would never live comfortable lives and be secured for our lives unless we got extremely lucky or we won the lottery.
I am surrounded by very few good people who I know and love, but overall the toxic environment and bad mentality can shutter yourself and your dreams, and its a true reality.
Despite having a mostly love, but less hate relationship with my parents, I would really want to permanently move out of their apartment and move into a new apartment, which I would like to own 100% myself. Just a standard, basic apartment where I can focus on myself, my dreams and my goals. My goal is to be truly financially independent and to live under my terms, but keeping the lifestyle to a very normal standard, almost frugal as I love that. No sports cars, no branded t-shirts and no expensive watches, nothing truly extreme. Just an apartment where I live on my own, wear second hand clothes and with my watch I got as a gift from my dad, which I still have to this day, I appreciate it a lot.
I would honestly request $150,000 to buy an old apartment where I can live on my own, $60,000 to give it a makeover, $40 for a webcam for my computer and $450,000 that I can use for practically whatever I want, but would 100% go towards paying the bills, basic needs, using that money for good things like giving it to charity, giving it to those people who were by my side and using that money to live a life to the fullest, but still keeping it to the minimum. MrBeast is one of great inspirations of mine in terms of doing genuine, good deeds. That is my full story and my request, honest one. Whatever I can get, I would truly appreciate, whatever I get. If this request can be truly fulfilled, I would like to post a video and thank everyone who helped me get to the best point of my life. Whoever can help me, thank you very much.
Have a nice day,