I think my goal is to raise 40,000 and also get a guide for my husband. It would give me a new start. Here I will tell you a small part of my life.
My husband has always been a good man and was a good provider. He had a stroke in 2012 And he became legally blind as well. He was about 54 years old. This of course made him unable to work instantly. At that time we had about 20,000 in savings. His job ceased immedtialty. At the time this happen to my family, I worked part-time and went to collage. My daughter was on her way to collage.
It took I believe 2 years before I was able to get DISABILTY for my husband approved. In the mean time I was loosing everything savings, house,cars my whole life. I was just trying to keep it together for my family.
My life as I knew it was now over!!! I was so lucky to get my daughter off to college.
At that time I was 2 mos shy of my bachealor degree in social services. I did accomplish that goal. My husband had been helping me to achieve this goal before he became ill.
After a couple of months the presuure just became unbearable. I suddenly went into a depression mode. I finsished school while being a mom and working and running back and worth to the hospitals and getting my daughter colleage ready.
I was not however able to hold on to my life as I knew it. I had to take care of my husband. I think I lost myself. I gave it my every thing. I just went into shock …I guesss. I have been working myself to to the ground. Never the less I am still alive!!
Most people would have probally left their spouse but this is not an option for me. He was always there me. I plan to be there for him.
I feel I am ready for a break. I hate to ask because it is not in my nature but something lead me to this page. Maybe the holly sprit. I don’t know.
I am currently living in a tiny room in my parents house. This is something I am not use to. I hate it. I feel weak. I am employed. I work alot for little money..I am a counselor for state of Fl. A state employee.
I just want my own place again. I know 40,00 would just help me at least get a jump start..I want my husband to have peace. I want him to regain his porpose. i want to regain my purpose.I feel I have been down a long time. I have been down a lot longer than I expected.
It’s time to ask someone out there for help. This is something I am not really good at asking for. I am asking myself can a stranger really help me?
It’s been really hard to tell my family story ..
Will someone pick my story. Will someone out there hear my prayer..Is anyone listening? I think a need a guardain angel.