(this is my second time doing this, I forgot to add my paypal link on the other one)
I’ve had a hard life. Things from depression, nervous breakdowns, suicidal thoughts. I never had a close relationship ever in my life. I have no family, no friends. Toxic relationships with adults in my life, emotional abuse from loved ones. Always spent my life alone and loneliness had always been second nature to me.
I was beginning to fade, beginning to give up, beginning to end it all until I found someone amazing and I fell in love. He is the love of my life. The light in my darkest of days. He is my soulmate. The person I want to spend the rest of my life with. He is my angel. My biggest supporter, the one who always makes me laugh and smile. My biggest wish is to be with him. To spend my last days with him. To grow old with him and never leave his side. He makes me so happy, he is my happy place. He’s the only good thing to ever happen to me.
This reason I’m on this site is because we have financial difficulties in the way of being together. I live in the US and he lives in Europe. I want to get enough funds to cover getting a passport and airplane ticket expenses. That’s my only wish in life, to be with him. All of my hopes, dreams, and wishes never came true in the past and the only wish I want to come true is to be with the love of my life. i just want to start a new life with him, erase all of my pain from the past, forget all the bad things and people in my life, move far away and just start over. I don’t think its never too late to start over and live the life that you want to live.
So random but one of my favorite songs is Fast car from Tracy Chapman. One of my favorite song lyrics is “We got to make a decision; leave tonight or live and die this way” and i don’t want to live and die this way, I want to make a decision to leave my painful past and be with my love.
I will forever appreciate anyone who donates to my paypal. I will be forever be grateful to you. It will mean more than you will ever know. I will personally thank you with an email as well. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org. I know its crazy that i’m begging people online and its also pathetic and embarrassing but i’m so desperate to be with him and start a new life. I’m tired of living this way. I want a new beginning. Not the same old ending.
Also, I have cashapp too $rosegirl63