Dear God,
I think I can call you that…
I am male, 28 years old, in semi perfect health… The only thing destroying my life is my finances…
I am currently in over €16.000 In debt and in debt management. How did I came their?
I was living at home until I was 24, when my mother sold her house to buy a new home yet to build. So I needed to move out and was able to get a loan from the bank… This loan destroyed my life being. I never really had much joy in life. Only troubles. I never had a girlfriend because I am to ashamed and I don’t want to drag my problems into a relationship.
I suffered from depression for several years because as a kid, I was a victim of sexual assault.. I spent my entire youth numbing myself with drugs and other kinds of distractions. Now I am 7 years clean and I like to pick my life back up. But it seems impossible… I changed my way of thinking, I am much more positive and productive… I have several business ideas and inspirations but can’t handle on it. Because in Belgium you can’t start a business if you’re in debt management.
The will to be an entrepreneur and “conquer the world” together with chains on my wrists and ankles because of my decisions in the past, is making me crazy… I feel like God or the devil is playing with me, I feel like my life is over…. I am a coward if it comes to committing suicide. And I even thought for a second to steal money but I have a high sense of empathy and responsibility. I could not live with that. And this is making me even more crazy. A man is supposed to survive and take care of himself. And I am not able to do that… I am now in the position to say “I’ll do anything for money”, only if it doesn’t hurt another person…
I wouldn’t dare ask you for 16K (unless you’re a bitcoin billionaire :P ) but if you have a spare €/$100 it could change my life in ways you can not imagine…
My story may not seem so hard as others, but it’s the truth..
If you could help me out today. I would be very grateful.. And I hope one day I can pay you back or pay it forward.
Thank You