Hello,
I am a 40 year old single woman and want to buy a house that costs $320,000. I need equity of $96,000 for this. I never bought a house, or took out loans or did big things with money and suddenly I realize that I have no money at all. Just another simple person who thought he knew and actually understood nothing. I really want to move there because the apartment I’m renting now, although at a reasonable price, is already very old and small, in an inconvenient place and the owners are old and don’t have the energy to invest in it anymore. And the house I want to buy is an opportunity in terms of price and location. I lived a life of mental freedom and calmness and in the process of buying the house I feel that I am entering the pressures and fears of what I will do when I get old, and how I can live with a financial austerity. Even just in thought I can’t do it to myself. People around me advise me that it is normal and ordinary and everyone lives in difficulties. But it is difficult for me to bring such suffering upon myself, consciously. They get mad at me for always being different and not in the flow, but it’s hard for me mentally to live under such pressure. And at the same time, I really want to start a new life and feel that only a miracle can help me get out of the box I’m living in. And maybe you can be that miracle. I hope I didn’t sound too spoiled to you. But only from the great suffering I experienced in my life I learned that suffering should not take such a large part in life. I believe that good brings good. So I give from what I can and believe that it will come back to me. Thank you to everyone who is willing to contribute to my small – big dream. I appreciate it from the depths of my heart.
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