Hey this is a little awkward because I don’t really like to ask for no help at all because I tend to do my best to figure things out. But I was lead to this site for help and I really need it…
this is my story
my name is Hoza and I’m 31 years old born and raised in Memphis, tn and all I want out of life is peace and happiness. Well lately I haven’t been so at peace and been doing my best to find happiness. I started trucking because I want to make a difference in my life a difference for my children life but I was not aware of the changes it would bring in my mental health. In 2021 I was offered a position to drive for a company in Chicago under 1099 and I had no knowledge and I get it, I am a grown man and I should’ve did my research before applying but I didn’t I only seen the money was good. Well I decided to save my money and get my own semi truck and start my own business because I felt it would be beneficial and would bring me peace and happiness to work when I want and be able to spend time with my children and even petition the court to do time sharing. Well I was wrong. I only had my business for three months I couldn’t keep up with the maintenance on the truck, the truck tires kept popping and the cost of tires are $500 and up and one day while bringing a load from Alabama it completely stopped. That day I lost my business, I lost myself because I saved my money to live my dream. Now I owe taxes and I owe a factoring company and all together I might be out of pocket $30,000.00 who knew I would be going through this. I never thought I would be this depressed doing my best all alone with no family no friends just me doing it by myself trying to figure it out. I can’t ask nobody for this type of help when they need help too, this is sickening some days I laugh at it and some days I just want to cry. But I am petitioning a request for $20,000 so I can go to lone mountain trucks and get a semi truck and lease it on to a trucking company so I can save my money and get a truck and hopefully find a place I can call home. I’m in a weird situation at this point and I am still doing my best to save but that’s kind of been a problem. So please somebody please find favor in my situation. I just need help! I never been the type to ask for help but this is my only solution or if nobody can help I will continue doing my best to find a solution to my problem. I just want to be free of this so I can spend time with my children and live a normal life Of not worrying. Please somebody with a kind heart please help.
p.s if I would’ve known what I knew before I started to get a truck o would’ve leased my truck on to a company instead of doing this myself!
