So… i am trying this kinda as a last resource, i don’t know what else to do. I was sitting here and thinking “man so many people have so much money, and here i am sitting a few dollars away from my dream” being poor is heartbreaking, i hate that i can’t do what i want and give to the people i love most. Here i was thinking “man these random people online literally donate thousands to STREAMERS, for playing video games… i wonder if i share my story and objective if someone will maybe help just a little bit. If i was a big streamer i would be getting hundreds a month of donations, but just because i don’t share my face and stream i have nothing and no compassion, it just doesn’t make sense to me, it’s fucked up.
I have no idea if this will even get read by anyone but i have to at least try, i do believe in miracles and kind people. I swear if someone actually helps me i will cry and i don’t even know what i will do honestly i’ll be so so so thankfull for the rest of my life.
Here is the story: it is very simple, i am not starving. I have a big dream. I live in Europe and i met someone that lives in America. We have been together (“together”) for 2 years and know each other for 3 or more. You already know where this is getting… Our biggest dream is to see each other, and live together, we are aiming for 2023. But it. is. hard! Because the 2 of us are pretty poor. The plane ticket alone is around 700€… I worked and saved for 6 months straight to be able to see her. Now i got enroled in college and i can’t be working at the same time. She is doing the same, working and saving hard. But she basically supports her family of 4. She is 20 only and already almost supports her poor family. i have my mother and we live alone and my mother is very sick. She didn’t work for 2 years straight for health reasons. i have to come in to pay medical and other bills, which makes it hard to save.
Here is my situation: i want to hug her more than anything. i cry myself to sleep because we can’t hug and meet and we fall asleep together on call. We so very much want to be together, more than anything. It’s been going on for 2 years, and i don’t know how much more i can take. It kills me everyday that i can’t FLY TO SEE HER. Hug her and tell her in the eyes how much i love her. Guys, you have no idea how much she helped me these past 2 years. I owe her so much.
What’s worse, she has been working LIKE A DOG these past months, she works 12 hours sometimes and travels 1-2 hours to work, she cries out of being TIRED and has pain in her body from working so much. She has no time to do anything else, when she’s not working she wants to spend time with me so we make some time in the day for each other, usually we can manage 2-3 hours a day (we also have different time zones :((( i can’t do anything and hug her and sing her to sleep, simply because we are so cruelly far away.
Distance is so cruel
it’s been tough, and her tireness worries me. I tell her not to work so hard, but she’s decided to see me as soon as possible and we just want to hug each other. This hurts so much…. I’m worried about her health and stress, while i just want to fly to Brazil (her country) and HUG her and buy her dinner… Nobody has made me feel like her, i never loved anyone else. She is my world and we are together mentally everyday and we care deeply about each other in a beautiful way that i have never had before. Neither one of us care about being rich, we just want to be together.
Because i am broke, i can’t give her the world. So, my request. Help? haha I mean i don’t know what to say, my dream is for some rich guy to read this and be like “alright i’ll give her 1000 to see the woman she loves so much and then they can send me a pic for me to see their happiness” like, my god. For a rich rich person even a thousand would be NOTHING, and for me it would LITERALLY change my life and my world, oh my god. i will literally show proof of my travel and help the person that helps me in anyway i can, anyway i can! We both have poor families and can’t do nothing about it
I am from Portugal, she is from Brazil!
So… this is my story. i will literally do anything for a kind soul that wants to help, idk even a dollar man, idk. I am hurting and money is literally what’s stopping me from hapiness and leaving depression. Thank you for reading and if you know anyone that could help me, i will be forever, no joke, thankfull <3 i will answer any questions. and have a nice 2023
paypal : https://paypal.me/MaraCurto?country.x=PT&locale.x=en_US