Hi, my name is Desiree & I live in Chico, CA, I am a single mother to 2 teenage boys. Instead of getting on here & making up this story about needing medical bills paid or needing vet $ for my sick dog I decided I’m just gonna put my real truth out there & express my wants/needs in hopes someone respects my honesty & helps. I come from a rough upbringing of abuse & an alcoholic Mother. I chose the street life at a very young age which led me to using & selling drugs, Im also a survivor of domestic violence as I’ve chosen men that ended up being extremely abusive to me physically, verbally & mentally. Due to my lifestyle my children have been in & out of my home(when I actually had one)staying with family members. I ended up getting in trouble & doing a prison term for possession for sale of drugs. Prison definitely opened my eyes & made me realize that I have to do something different or else I will keep ending up back in prison or dead, they say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over & over expecting different results! Since being out of prison I have been hit with every possible road block I can think of, I have never worked a real job in my life mind u I’m 41 yrs old & for once in my life I actually WANT to do the right thing, I want to get a real job making an honest living I want to show my kids that it is possible to turn ur life around & change after drugs & prison & most importantly I want to show & prove to them that they mean more to me than the streets & the people in them!! My hardship I’m facing is not having transportation, I want so badly to be able to go pick up applications be able to go print my resume(of course after I figure out how to even create one)go to church on Sundays, be able to go visit my kids whenever I want without having to arrange a ride or not be able to see them because I don’t have reliable transportation, I want to start applying for low income apartments which all require you pick up the application & drop it off at their office. There is so much I want to do & so much more I could be doing to reach my goals & continue trying to be a productive member of society if I had a vehicle of my own. The everyday stress of trying to find a way to the local employment office or to go pick up a job application, etc. is making things extremely difficult on me. Lately I’ve been feeling a bit hopeless & depressed to say the least, they expect us to get out of prison & not go back, to not do the things we once did like sell drugs or commit robberies yet they offer very little to NO help or services for us to get on our feet!! My past doesn’t define me & I definitely can be the first to admit I’ve made some really BAD decisions however that doesn’t make me a bad person!!!! I just need someone to believe in me & give me that boost that help so I can do what’s right & do what I need to do to show my kids, my family, society & myself that people can change & that I can get a real job making legit money. I don’t want to take the easy way out this time which would be to go back to my old ways getting money by selling drugs, I actually want to take the necessary steps & do the hard work that comes along with being that productive member of society! Like I said I just need someone to believe in me & lend me a helping hand, you have no idea how much having my own reliable transportation would help me & eliminate so much stress! Im a single mother who went to prison who actually WANTS to get on the road to success & a vehicle will help me be able to drive down this dark scary road of the unknown with that support I so desperately need! Thank you for taking the time to read this & God bless!!!
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