Hey there , I hope whoever you are wherever you are , you’re having a much better day than me .
The past few weeks have actually have been hell on earth for lack of a better description. I’m not even sure I can describe much of anything anymore , sleep is but a dream, and when I do sleep the dreams are quickly turned into nightmares , as lucid as reality . Thoughts of waking up in the back of a van , being approached on the street and stabbed …. It’s really something else and a horror I wouldn’t wish upon even the most evil downtrodden minds on this beautiful earth.
In an attempt to set my life straight in the past weeks (since the end of September) , I have been trying to pay off an old debt and arrears on rent. The old debt was from a so called friend who has now laden me with threats of serious violence and has people who are coming for me in the most unimaginable ways thought of, and well the rent , it can be quelled with a small payment each week . Tomorrow (Friday, 21st , Oct, 2022 (UK time) is my due date for both . I have 24 hours from now (21:00 hours, Friday 22nd , Oct, 2022) to pull something out of the bag and as I have nothing left but myself and one friend who is worried sick but could in no way lend it himself.
This is why I am here asking , praying and simply just hoping that with the very little hope I have left , that there someone out there , anyone who can relate to my situation .
Without trying to match Emily Bronte or Hemingway as a writer here , as my mental capacity for energy is just depleted to the maximum; what I am in need of and asking for any kind saving soul who could in their deepest of hearts help me or contribute to my plight is £775 total.
It’s a huge ask I know, considering there is undoubtedly people who are in equally if not worse situations than myself, but what I would be able to promise with all my integrity is pay back or helping the next person on here within a fortnight of tomorrow.
This is a genuine SOS for anybody who is in the slightest bit capable of saving me from my fate. If I don’t meet the time tomorrow , then I guess what happens to me happens, but just know , one good deed will always be passed and proven to another in serious need of help. This, is I vow with my Soul.
One other thing my fellow humans. If you have a family that is close and caring , that looks out for you and never stops keeping tabs on you; hold them tight and do everything in your power to love them back and inspire them. Family and real friends are everything…. everything.
– Sean James B. paypal.me/SJB001