Hello to anyone reading this and thank you for taking the time to do so.
My name is Jesse, I’m 25 years old and to be honest, I’ve never done anything like this before. Back in October of 2018, I was really sick for the whole month and was nearly hospitalized. While I managed to get better towards the end, I ended up losing my Seasonal job that paid me $14 an hour 8-5pm Monday-Friday and had to make my dog walking side job into my full time job to pay rent. While my body was better, my mental health sank more and more until the stress of finding a new job, living on very little paychecks, getting behind on payments, house moving issues, car issues between my roommates and myself, and countless of other little things which eventually caused me to enter into a very dark place. On December 7th, I tried to commit suicide. I was officially hospitalized in the Psychiatric ward specifically to help with victims of trauma (which is a backstory not really needed here).
While I was hospitalized, I was informed that along with being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), Major Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD, I was going to have to be on 4 different kinds of medication and see a therapist to help. I no longer have the health insurance to pay for these medications anymore or for visiting my therapist/psychiatrist. After being released, I tried bouncing back into the swing of walking dogs again until my number 1 client canceled his dog services with me and all the available walks are atleast 9+ miles from my location and I cannot currently afford the gas to use most of it for just one dog (if I get so lucky now since business has really died down due to the holidays and snowy weather).
Most recently, our city had a major snow storm which caused over 800+ people to lose power and you guessed it, I was one of those “lucky” people. I’m still hunting for another job, but I really need some help just getting caught back up after this terrible storm and turn 2019 around.
The following is just a few of the major things I really need help with:
-Car payment is $900
-Credit Card is $1800
-Car Insurance due at the end of January which is $500
-Rent that is due at the end of the month is $110
-Utilities round to $150 because of needing to use heat
-Replacing the food lost in the snow storm which can be $50-100
-Gas for Car would be $40 for a full tank
Any kind of sent amount would help out a lot and you can use the paypal link below! Even just having $5 sent can help put gas into my car or be able to get some cat food for my sweet kitty who lost his homemade kitty foods. Thank you once more for your kindness in reading this, and I hope you have a blessed day. <3