i know that i literally just posted about me being homeless and having no job, but thing is im only ever using my laptop (that of which is slowly falling apart in my hands since this time last year) to talk to my fiance, my professionals and whatnot.
this money is just a kick start into what i need when i need to use it.
for a few years ive dreamed of having a real computer, not an overpriced, yoga laptop from lenovo that cant even run programs smoothly.
this is one payment out of 5 that ill need. but i set it to that fraction because i dont want to seem like im greedy or ungrateful or possibly even just being an asshole.
i assure you, i do use my money well. i only just got my bank card so i can quickly deposit or withdraw cash for whatever i need in my time of urgency.
my girlfriend, whom i don’t live with because of family feuds basically, is helping me get through this herself, and offered to let me stay at a motel for the night as ive been sleeping on a floor without much keeping me warm for the past few days.
so wish me luck with all that and i hope that at least a few bucks comes my way in some time. id love to beable to get food on my own without bothering my friends parents for any of it as i came abruptly at 10pm in the rain.