Hello, I want to beg for money because I am too the point where I feel stuck. I am asking for help because I can’t get forward and keep being stuck. I and my significant other are just in a rut. He owes money for the IRS, and a huge hospital bills. He is slowly paying it off but I can’t seem to catch up with my debt. I fell behind after COVID19 hit. My significant other and myself used to live together until we found out there was a substantial amount of mold. He lived their for 2 years and 6 months. I lived there with him for only the additional six months. I have done what I need to as a female to get money but that only can get me so far. I am behind because the money I thought I was getting isn’t coming anymore, and I don’t qualify for hardship. I did not file for unemployment once while Covid was happening…. I didn’t “qualify”. I am behind on my car payment, behind with debt, and honestly this lawsuit I want to pursue for my significant other took my last stimulus check away. These stimulus checks kept me afloat but idk if I can catch up. I want to be able to be back with my significant other, and be able to start a family but I can’t even do that without thinking about the debt loan I have out. I can’t even help my significant other out because I have failed by being behind. I am looking out for myself and am looking for a higher paying job. I just really need some help. Anything would help. The lawsuit is 5k because of the mold company I went with requires it. I paid 1.4k of it, and hope by the time I get back on my feet it will fall behind. I have given up a lot too recently and it hurts me. This whole COVID19 and me not able to do my duty as a soldier because it got canceled… really put a huge depression cloud on me. I sold my dog, my ferrets, and I can’t even muster the fact I had to move out of my significant other house, to the backup home to now back to my home. I feel like a failure sometimes but I am trying. I am behind a car payment, waiting for my debt consolidation loan to just not be a thing. I’m just ready to be back on my feet, and start a family to move into the right direction. I can’t do that if I’m just falling behind. First I lost my home because of mold, then the stable living environment with two other roommates fell through due to one Roomate stole, and we all had to move, my duty got canceled, I had to give up my fur babies…. I’m begging for anything from anyone now because anything will get me back on my feet to become a better person. I take the value of a dollar a long way now but it is hard to even obtain one these days.
To whomever got this far. Thank you….