First, I hope that everything on your end is going great, I feel extremely sad as I write this.
I am here, most unfortunately, because of the current situation I am at.
I encounter myself trapped, without any way to escape, filled with hatred and going into a deep depression, my ways have changed completely, I can’t seem to find any joy with anything that is going in my life.
My “acclaimed” boss is not paying me for so long, because he knows I have no resources to go away, he pays for my food once a day to keep me on his “leach”, I have nothing, and the little resources I had he used and abused of them. Now I find myself in the middle of nowhere with very little infrastructures not having one cent, living in place where he put everyone against me.
I am trapped here losing my sanity, starving at night, living life at low BPM because of the lack of energy I feel everyday, my boss even uses that as a way to blackmail me into keep working “or else you won’t get paid”.
All my life I thought I should add value to myself by learning new skills, languages, instruments, and so I did. I did a lot of different sports, studied piano for 12 years, got a higher degree in design and another one in russian and felt finally after so many years wondering if I was capable or not, I finally decided I was someone of value, realized my potential, and took a step into it.
As I grew up, I always saw my father working hard, always 2 jobs, always dedicated to what he was doing, learning new skills, expanding his mind and his business, he always inspired me to pursue what I wanted, and so when I was 17 I started my own computer business, from only 40€ of initial investment I retrieved 160€ of profit, and so I started repeating the same strategy for other IT products, I had never seen so much cashflow in my life than when I was in college, I sold quite a few computers and gotten great suppliers.
But then covid happened and things took a different turn, I was forced to relocate my business model to my hometown, in this way I was limited to a very small market which led me into stopping, almost completely. I limited myself to my studies and finished, using the money I had earned from my business to provide me a good way of life for quite some time. I had a passion and a thrill for was I was doing, I was always looking for deals, talking to dozens of people every day, always going from one side to the other, as I was studying 2 college degrees and piano at the same time. When all of it “fell down”, a part of me died, my ambition.
I started multiple businesses in the matter of 1 year, invested in crypto currency, simply realizing and understanding how business was done, not getting much money, but still managing to be independent, I had a partner that satisfied me sufficiently and was focusing on other aspects of life, learning to live life with another person, exploring my emotional inner self, etc.
When I found my current job’s opportunity, I simply took it without thinking twice, because the pay was quite good comparing to everywhere around me and I finally felt It was a good start for me, even though it was so far away from “home”, it would be a good way to create some savings in order to start a new business and finally afford to relocate to the city again. I was completely wrong, I started working, without almost no days off, and the boss was transferring small sums of money whenever he felt like it, it was always amounts that were not enough for me to do all that I needed and being able to save some money, including a lot of expenses that came from my pocket instead of his for company related affairs.
I, unfortunately, need help, your help in order to get my life back on track, if you can spare some money, all donations will be so much appreciated, I have no way to get out of this situation on my own, and I need to exit quickly before I get seriously depressed.
My goal is to raise about 15000€, it would be enough for me to get to the city, get a house and start my business, I will leave here as soon as I can.
If you read so far even if you wont give a donation, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your sympathy and patience, I hope everything goes well for you, and I just hope to get my life back on track as fast as possible.
Best Regards, Pedro
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