Hey, my name is Hafiz from Malaysia…currently 19 years old this year, and I am desperate for money just for the sake of quitting college, it is a somewhat ridiculous story. I’m gonna start from the beginning and I’m sorry for the long story
“That family is the key to everything” that’s what my grandparent say to us, it’s just because I can graduate properly with amazing results same goes for my little sister, she is at the top of the class on each exam and as I said, my result is very good that I can go to college after my grandparent hear that they just seriously happy and said ” Finally there is someone in our family can go to college” that’s what my grandmother said. Since then they treat our family like the best family that can produce a genius. By the way, for almost every day and straight 2 months, I always get college offers, in my country of course and then one day an offer said I can skip the diploma and go straight for 2 degrees except for 1, its a business course and I hate business, I go with the flow at that time just because I being blind by the reward, my parents were just so happy that they tell almost everyone in the family, Hearing that my grandparent, uncle almost every family member want to support our family by giving us a ton of money for me to go to college, skip again for 1 month I got accepted to the college…… The first semester, I’m doing great I got a 3.10 GPA, Next semester was just pure torture for me, I hate accounting, I hate financial management and I hate everything about calculation.
I’m under pure stress, now I have so many mental problems that I am amazed at myself, I think about committing suicide almost every day. I’m back from the clinic btw just now, and I gonna have an appointment with a doctor in 2 more weeks, It’s a money problem again, It’s always money in the end, everything moves towards money…I”m tired, I don’t have no one to talk to and to ask for help from, the Internet is the last place I can think if it does not help…I might just kill myself for real this time, I tired
If I got the money, the first thing om gonna do is quit my current college, and go to a therapist until I am ready to get into the college that I need and wanted in the first place, And I also gonna use that money to open a business or something, Thanks for reading until now, I can’t thank you enough for those who are reading this, And I hope those who read this can give me an advice as well. Again, Thank you so much. To be honest, I want to put my email or my phone number but I’m scared, its the internet after all